Spring is too short to feel. As soon as the bitter winter is gone, a variety of flowers come together, but they disappear like guests who finish a party. Have you ever seen a beautiful a rainbow across the sky? Have you seen a shooting star? When I was a still child, I ran here and there together with my friends after a rainbow many times. As I was grow more, I realized it was not what anyone can get at, but rather a phenomenon. In one summer night, the dark sky was embraced with splendid shooting stars. They also are not stuff we humans can deal with. They are just a phenomenon the universe show us like a movie. However, As a child, I was fascinated with them and filled with wonder. When I reached a high school student, I used to recited the poem written by William Wordsworth, “My heart leaps leaps up when I behold” When I was a grown up I was so sad that anything beautiful on the earth is not eternal. Love, friendship, piety to nature, faith in God and the like are not eternal because they are beautiful. Now I ask myself what I should attach myself to. My soul has lost light and mu body is deteriorating toward death. I find a little comfort in my friends’ lives. They seem to feel lonely like me. They say a lot of money do not give them any new energy in his youth. Fleeting spring days make me feel lonelier.
Only a few decades ago, the flowers have their own rules for their entrance, but nowadays al the spring flowers appear around together at the same time:golden bell, alia, magnolia, cherry blossom lilac,..... By nature, they seem to know they have no time to enjoy the season. What happened to them? The weather patterns on the Korean peninsula has changed for the past few decades. My favorite hobby enjoy the seasons feeling spring, summer, winter, and fall along with my whole body. However, the two seasons, spring and fall, are not with me as long as they were. Anyone who ever walked in the fall woods know the power-to make us look back on the past year. Tidious summer time will deprive me of all my motivation and energy with rainfalls and sizzling heat. Today, I am dying to go to the mountain and feel the rest of the spring. The capricious temperatures and frequent rain days prevent me from going for a hike. I sure believe that only nature can heal my broken soul. The poet whispered a long ago ‘Nature never betray anybody who loves her’ His word has been the truth to me through my life. Do you know why? Because Nature never betrayed me. She always embraced me with her warm arms and cured my disease with time. She really told me to Empty my mind of greedy. Thanks to her, I have practiced a minimal life naturally. I don’t envy my friends who brings up a topic, “I made tours of Europe several times”
I also like not my friend who show off his watch thst costed him a large sum. Rather I think this mind is empty, so he seeks after material things. If he realize that our time is not long like a spring time, he cannot attach himself to such a thing. my spring days ends last year. I reset my life for the rest of life. It will be much shorter than the days I spent. I swear that I will make it a splendid shooting star and a beautiful spring flower. Amor Fart!