I was rudely awakened by a cramp in my right calf. Listening to what my body is trying to tell me, I was scared at first, and it turned out that today is the very day the debtor is supposed to tell me what he plans to do to pay back his debts. I might have suffered a serious mental injury as a creditor since I last made a contact on the phone 15 days ago. It was too tough to deal with and disconcerting. But I'm now on the verge of beginning another hectic day, and I won't parade up and down. Whatever possesses me to think about such a harsh question to put him under a screw, it doesn't mean it's any less annoying to blackmail him. That's because you know what you should do instead. There is every reasons that you behave youself. In a situation like this, your safety is of main importance. Actually, you've been improving your life through many twists and turns. But then what else can you do? You shouldn't let your imprudence or self-doubt weaken your belief that an evil may turn out to be a blessing in disguise.