때가 꽤째째...끼고 쩔은 방한잠바를 빨아입을 새도 없이 토요일 오전...나는 인천구월동 어느 태권도 도장의 한대 남는 15인승그래이스승합차를 사러가고있다.

<div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="3gkkm-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="3gkkm-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="3gkkm-0-0">때가 꽤째째...끼고 쩔은 방한잠바를 빨아입을 새도 없이</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="832co-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="832co-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="832co-0-0">토요일 오전...나는 인천구월동 어느 태권도 도장의 한대 남는 15인승그래이스승합차를 사러가고있다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="1356s-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="1356s-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="1356s-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="eajll-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="eajll-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="eajll-0-0">만만찮은 돈을 마련하는데...등골빠졌다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="m9b2-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="m9b2-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="m9b2-0-0">어제 밤늦게 눈이 충혈되도록 살벌하게 퀵라이더 달리고달린 덕택에</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="4pjmv-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="4pjmv-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="4pjmv-0-0">부족한 분까지 겨우 맞추었다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="2ac4f-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="2ac4f-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="2ac4f-0-0">그래도 반은 은행급전을 대출했으니...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="2pgfv-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="2pgfv-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="2pgfv-0-0">열심히 벌어서 갚아야한다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="3te6l-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="3te6l-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="3te6l-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="d1ul9-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="d1ul9-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="d1ul9-0-0">역사는...위기때 일어난다고</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="fo6ih-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="fo6ih-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="fo6ih-0-0">지난 7.8월 백년만에 최고의 폭염이라던 한여름기간에 시작하였고 시행착오와 장비부족과 경험부족으로 엄청나게 욕먹어가면서</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="15kij-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="15kij-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="15kij-0-0">죽음의 사선을 초월하여 달리고 달려서 장비보강하고</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="5opu7-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="5opu7-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="5opu7-0-0">11월중순쯤되자...이제는 장비도 거의 완벽하게 안착되었고</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="e88tv-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="e88tv-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="e88tv-0-0">노우하우도 안착되고..타점도 과하지도않고 덜하지도않고...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="8uh2s-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="8uh2s-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="8uh2s-0-0">건강을 해치지않을만큼만...최적정선에 다가가는 생업전선을 유지할수있게되었다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="7lg70-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="7lg70-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="7lg70-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="34ehn-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="34ehn-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="34ehn-0-0">오전에 시작하면 일찍끝내고 개인생활에 시간할애할 수 있고</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="4fmct-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="4fmct-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="4fmct-0-0">오전수업하고 사무업무본뒤...오후 서너댓시간에 늦게 시작해도...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="45h7c-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="45h7c-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="45h7c-0-0">밤늦게 마칠수있는 노하우터득으로 평균타점을 찍게되었다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="30tqq-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="30tqq-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="30tqq-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="8j6sb-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="8j6sb-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="8j6sb-0-0">어려워진 경제난 탓인지...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="fjdt2-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="fjdt2-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="fjdt2-0-0">장거리가격이 서울시내바리 급행수준밖에 안되는 현상속에서도</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="88q5i-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="88q5i-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="88q5i-0-0">대신에 조금더 달리고...조금더 뛰어다니는 걸로 보충하기로 했다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="f3t39-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="f3t39-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="f3t39-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="e12lo-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="e12lo-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="e12lo-0-0">지하철타고 서울을 빠져나오는 동안에...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="1tqsm-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="1tqsm-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="1tqsm-0-0">여러개의 PDA에있는 적립금들을 다 모으고...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="7cun6-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="7cun6-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="7cun6-0-0">부족한금액은 지갑속의 현금들을 세었다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="2ibfn-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="2ibfn-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="2ibfn-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="dfvt6-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="dfvt6-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="dfvt6-0-0">그러면서...어릴적 우리 어머니가 돈을 세시던 모습이 떠올랐다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="1lbh0-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="1lbh0-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="1lbh0-0-0">나도...일본유학생활 4년 마치고 서른살때 귀국해서 오십살이 넘도록...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="cg58r-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="cg58r-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="cg58r-0-0">돈하고는 거리가 먼 삶을 살아오다가</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="r8o0-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="r8o0-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="r8o0-0-0">요즘 달리는 생업을 하게되면서부터</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="1qdiq-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="1qdiq-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="1qdiq-0-0">한푼두푼 돈을 세어보게되었다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="53kcr-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="53kcr-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="53kcr-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="2tn0g-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="2tn0g-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="2tn0g-0-0">나라도둑놈년들의 돈세탁하고는 비교차원도 안되지만...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="bj7qb-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="bj7qb-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="bj7qb-0-0">티끌모아 태산이라는 정신으로...낙엽한닢 두잎 줍듯이 줏어모은 낙엽을 세어보고...또 세어보면서...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="f1c72-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="f1c72-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="f1c72-0-0">산다는게...참...짜릿한 감동이 온다.</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="ao2gc-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="ao2gc-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="ao2gc-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="f3m5d-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="f3m5d-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="f3m5d-0-0">지하철좌석 앞옆 아줌마.할머니들이 내모습을 보곤...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="33qpa-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="33qpa-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="33qpa-0-0">참 애잔한 느낌을 받으신 모양...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="blu0i-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="blu0i-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="blu0i-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="mopl-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="mopl-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="mopl-0-0">이제...15인승 승합차를 가져오면...어디에다가 쓸것인가?...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="5ljde-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="5ljde-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="5ljde-0-0"><br data-text="true"></span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="e1d39-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="e1d39-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="e1d39-0-0">세상의 땅 한 평은 가진 게 없지만...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="a91a2-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="a91a2-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="a91a2-0-0">길위에서 삶은 허락된 유랑극단 안소니퀸.젤소미나 영화 '길'...처럼</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="59dtf-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="59dtf-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="59dtf-0-0">승합차로 무얼할것인지...?</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="5ji2r-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div data-offset-key="5ji2r-0-0" class="_1mf _1mj" style="position: relative; direction: ltr;"><span data-offset-key="5ji2r-0-0">어떻게 활용해야 백프로 잘 활용할수있을것인지...</span></div></div><div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="9g14u" data-offset-key="blor9-0-0" style="color: rgb(29, 33, 41); 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