# 牧牛堂主 一代記(목우당주 일대기)(118) The biography of Mokwoodangju

나의 전날을 生覺(생각)하여 보면 壬辰生(임진생)과 많은 因緣(인연)의 事緣(사연)이 쌓여있었음을 알게 된다. 나보다 一年差(일년차)의 나이가 되기 때문이다. 歷史的(역사적)으로 壬辰矮亂(임진왜란)은 朝鮮最惡(조선 최악)의 屈辱(굴욕)을 當(당)한 해이었다. 그 전에는 麗蒙戰爭(여몽전쟁)이 있었고 六二五戰爭(육이오 전쟁)도 壬辰年(임진년)과 얽혀 있으니 360년 週期(주기)로 이어진 壬辰年(임진년)의 悲史(비사)이다. 圓(원)의 둘레가 360이니 그 週期(주기)에 맞아 떨어져 神妙(신묘)하다. 六十甲字(60갑자)가 六(6)의 週期(주기)임으로 玄天(현천)의 六水(6수)가 萬有(만유)의 根源(근원)인 까닭이다. 내게도 正常的(정상적)으로는 一年後輩(일년 후배)가 二年(이년) 뒤에 高等學校(고등학교)에 들어가서는 1년 先輩(선배)가 되어진 壬辰生(임진생)에게 理由(이유)없이 是非(시비)를 하면서 린치를 當(당)하였던 抑鬱(억울)한 事緣(사연)도 있다. 같은 마을에서도 壬辰生(임진생:1952년생)들이 여럿 있었다. 이웃간에 初戀(초연)의 女人(여인)을 비롯해서 7명이나 되었다. 집안에서 다섯째 從祖父(종조부)와 여섯째 從祖父(종조부)의 長男(장남)들이 壬辰生(임진생)으로 가장 親交(친교)가 있었던 壬辰生(임진생)은 다섯째 집 堂叔(당숙)이었는데 나이 70세에 作故(작고)하여 내가 葬禮(장례)를 主管(주관)하게 됨에 안타까움을 禁(금)치 못하기도 하였다. 高等學校時節列車通學(고등학교 시절 열차 통학)을 함께하던 한 명이 壬辰生金亮烈親舊(임진생 김 양렬 친구)로서 아직까지 친한 관계를 維持(유지)하고 있다. 전날 言及(언급)한 五人結緣(오인결연)의 高等學校同窓生中三名(고등학교 동창생중 삼명)도 壬辰生(임진생)들이다. 三士官學校(삼사관학교)에서의 어려운 訓鍊敎育過程(훈련 교육과정)에 親(친)하게 지내었고 三星將軍(삼성장군)에 오른 鄭敬祚(정 경조)도 亦是壬辰生(역시 임진생)이다. 道門(도문)에 들어와서는 儒學者(유학자)로 杏林韓醫院(행림한의원) 昌園先生(창원 선생)이 壬辰生(임진생)이고 靑鶴洞(청학동)의 선비촌 訓長(훈장)이던 圓光先生(원광선생)도 壬辰生(임진생)이다. 壬辰(임진)은 黑龍(흑룡)으로 隱君子(은군자)를 象徵(상징)한다. 六十甲子中(육십갑자중)에 四剛星殺(사강성살)인 壬辰(임진), 壬戌(임술), 庚辰(경진), 庚戌中(경술 중)의 하나이다. 28번째 辛卯(신묘) 다음의 29번째 六十甲子(육십갑자)로써 無力黑龍(무력흑룡)이고 東奔西起(동분서기)라 性色如火(성색여화)요, 風波多端(풍파다단)이니 能柔能强(능유능강)하고 機謀難測(기모난측)이라. 登極(등극)할 龍(용)이 아니므로 最上(최상)의 龍(용)은 아니고 東便(동편)에서 奔走(분주)하다가 西便(서편)에서 일어남이라 卽現實世界(즉 현실세계)에서 움직여 理想世界(이상세계)로 드러남이고 性格(성격)이 불같아 性情(성정)대로 行(행)한다면 많은 風波(풍파)에 다다르게 되나니 때에 따라 時中(시중)으로 適切(적절)하며 부드럽고 强(강)하게 하면서 能力(능력)을 씀에 機會(기회)가 주어질 때에 圖謀(도모)하는 일은 헤아리기 어려우니라. 남들이 해내기 어려운 일을 해 낼 수 있는 力量(역량)을 갖는다는 말이다. 집안의 鍾述堂叔(종술 당숙)은 자그마한 體軀(체구)이었으나 柔道四段(유도 4단)에 台拳道三段(태권도 3단), 合技道(합기도)까지 有段者(유단자)로 都合十段(도합 십단)이 넘는 武道人(무도인)이었고 平生京畿道安養市(평생 경기도 안양시)에서 市廳公務員生活(시청 공무원생활)로 지내었으며 나와 同志(동지)로 道門(도문)에 入門(입문)하였기로 絶親(절친)이었다. 才人(재인)은 命(명)이 짧다 하더니 그 말에 多少(다소)는 맞는 듯하다. 男女間(남녀간)의 絶親(절친)에 집안간의 絶親(절친) 그리고 親舊之間(친구지간)에 絶親(절친)과 더불어 道門(도문)에서의 親(친)함이 모두 壬辰生(임진생)들이었다. 辛卯生(신묘생)은 강한 庚寅生白虎(경인생 백호) 호랑이와 壬辰生(임진생)의 龍(용)띠 틈에 끼어 오랜 歲月(세월) 주눅들어 지내왔으니 解寃時代(해원시대)를 맞이하여 어깨를 펴고 기지개를 켜게 되니 이제 須從白兎走靑林秘訣(수종백토 주청림 비결)로 드러나게 되는 시운을 맞는다. 初戀(초연)도 그녀가 積極的(적극적)이었고 高等學敎親舊(고등학교 친구)도 그가 經濟的(경제적)으로 主導的(주도적)이었으며 고등학교 一年先輩(일년선배)로 내게 린치로 대한 그는 三士官學校(삼사관학교)도 先輩(선배)가 되어 後輩(후배)를 도와주려 노력했었으며 같은 內務班生徒(내무반 생도)인 정 경조도 많은 도움을 주었다. 나는 시골 촌놈으로 첫 軍裝(군장)을 꾸릴때에 처음 대하는 背囊(배낭)도 챙길 줄 몰라 허둥대었는데 이에 코치해 주었기로 고마웠었다. 杏林韓醫院(행림 한의원)의 창원 선생도 韓醫(한의)로써 나에게 도움을 주고 있으면서 後學道伴(후학도반)들에게도 配慮(배려)를 하고 있다. 또한 圓光先生(원광 선생)은 迎新堂主天地父母(영신당주 천지부모님)을 二代次(이대차)로 信奉(신봉)하였기로 많은 知識(지식)과 情報(정보)를 전해 준 先輩道人(선배도인)이다. 모두 壬辰生知人(임진생 지인)들이 甲(갑)이고 나는 乙(을)의 立場(입장)에 있었던 것이다. 이제 救濟衆生天下事(구제중생 천하사)로 모두 報答(보답)하고 더불어 萬人類(만인류)가 平和(평화)롭게 즐기며 多幸(다행)한 世上(세상)을 맞도록 爲天下事(위천하사)에서는 辛卯生牧牛堂主(신묘생 목우당주)가 主導的(주도적)으로 圖謀(도모)코져 한다. 영어(English) When I think back on my previous year, I realize that I had many connections with the Imjin-saeng. This is because he is one year older than me. Historically, the Imjin War was the year that Joseon suffered its worst humiliation. Before that, there was the Goryeo-Mongol War, and the Yukio War is also intertwined with the Imjin Year, so it is the tragic history of the Imjin Year that continued for 360 years. The circumference of a circle is 360, so it fits the cycle and is mysterious. Since the 60-year gapja is a cycle of 6, the 6 waters of Hyeoncheon are the source of all things. I also have an unfortunate story of a normal junior who, two years later, entered high school and became a senior to me, a student born in the year of Imjin, who was lynched for no reason. There were several students born in the year of Imjin (1952) in the same village. There were seven of them, including the woman I had first met as a neighbor. In my family, the eldest sons of my fifth and sixth great-grandfathers were born in the year of Imjin, and my fifth uncle was the closest. He passed away at the age of 70, and I couldn't help but feel sad that I had to officiate at his funeral. One of my high school classmates who I used to commute to school by train with is Kim Yang-ryeol, born in the year of Imjin, and we still maintain a close relationship. Three of my high school classmates from the five-person bond I mentioned the day before were also born in the year of Imjin. Jeong Gyeong-jo, who went through the difficult training course at the Samsagwan Academy and rose to the rank of Samseong General, was also born in Imjin. Upon entering the Daoist sect, there was the Confucian scholar Changwon Seonsaeng of Haengrim Korean Medicine Clinic, who was born in Imjin, and Won Gwang Seonsaeng, who was the head of the Seonbi Village in Cheonghak-dong, was also born in Imjin. Imjin is a black dragon, symbolizing a reclusive gentleman. It is one of the four strong star killings of the 60-year cycle: Imjin, Imsul, Gyeongjin, and Gyeongsul. It is the 29th of the 60-year cycle, following the 28th, Sinmyo. It is a powerless black dragon, rising in the east and rising in the west, and its nature is like fire. It is windy and waves are numerous, so it is capable of being flexible and strong, but difficult to predict. Since it is not a dragon that will ascend to the throne, it is not the highest dragon, but it is busy in the east and rises in the west, that is, it moves in the real world and appears in the ideal world. If you have a fiery personality and act according to your nature, you will encounter many storms. So, when the opportunity presents itself, it is impossible to calculate the things you plan to do while being appropriate, gentle, and strong according to the time. It is difficult. It means having the ability to accomplish things that others find difficult. My uncle Jongsul was of small stature, but he was a martial artist with a 4th degree black belt in Judo, a 3rd degree black belt in Taekwondo, and a black belt in Hapkido, and a total of over 10 degrees. He worked as a city hall civil servant in Anyang-si, Gyeonggi-do, his entire life, and we entered the Taoist path together as comrades, so we were very close friends. They say that talented people have short lives, and that saying seems to be somewhat true. The best friendships between men and women, the best friendships between family members, the best friendships between old friends, and even the best friendships within the Taoist sect were all born in the year of Imjin. Those born in the year of Sinmyo have been intimidated for a long time, caught between the strong white tiger of Gyeongin and the dragon of Imjin and have now entered the era of resolution of grievances, where they can straighten their shoulders and stretch, and now they are destined to face the time when the secret of following the white rabbit and running through the green forest will be revealed. Even in our first love, she was very proactive, and in high school, he was the economic leader. He was my senior by one year, but he treated me like a lynching. At the military academy, he was my senior and tried to help his juniors. Jeong Gyeong-jo, who was also a cadet in the same barracks, also helped me a lot. When I was packing my first military gear as a country bumpkin, I was flustered because I didn't even know how to pack my first backpack, so I was grateful that he coached me. Mr. Changwon of Haengrim Oriental Medicine Clinic is also a Korean medicine doctor who has helped me and is considerate of his juniors. Mr. Won Gwang is also a senior Taoist who has been a second-generation believer in the Yeongshindangju Cheonjibumomonim, and has passed on much knowledge and information. All of my acquaintances born in the year of Imjin were in the position of A, and I was in the position of B. Now, in order to repay everyone by saving all living beings and creating a world where all humanity can enjoy peace and happiness, the shepherd born in the year of Sinmyo will take the lead in planning the world affairs. 일본어 私の前日を生覺（考え）してみると、壬辰生（臨津生）と多くの因緣（縁）の事緣（事情）が積もっていたことが分かる。私より一年差（年次）の年齢になるからだ。歷史的（歴史的）で壬辰矮亂（臨津倭乱）は、朝鮮最惡（朝鮮最悪）の屈辱（屈辱）を當（党）した年だった。その前には麗蒙戰爭（女夢戦争）があり、六二五戰爭（六伊雄戦争）も壬辰年（イムジン年）と絡み合っていたので、360年の周期につながった壬辰年（イムジン年）の悲史圓（円）の周りが360なので、その週期（周期）に合って落ちて神妙（神妙）だ。六十甲字（六十甲字）が六（６）の周期（周期）であることから、玄天（ヒョンチョン）の六水（六水）が萬有（万有）の根源（根源）なのである。私にも正常的（正常的）では一年後輩（一年後輩）が二年（二年）の後に高等學校（高校）に入っては一年先輩（先輩）になった壬辰生（臨進生）に理由（理由）なしで是非（抑鬱(抑鬱)した事緣(事情)もある。同じ村でも壬辰生（臨津生：1952年生まれ）が数多くあった。隣人間に初戀（初演）の女人（女性）をはじめ７人にもなった。家の中で5番目の從祖父（宗祖部）と6番目の從祖父（宗祖部）の長男（長男）が壬辰生（イムジン生）で最も親交（親交）があった壬辰生（イムジン生）は5番目の家堂叔（ダンスク）だった。葬禮（葬儀）を主管（主管）することになって残念を禁じられなかった。高等學校時節列車通學（高校時代列車通学）を共にしていた一人が、壬辰生金亮烈親舊（臨津生キム・ヤンリョル友）として、まだ親しい関係を維持（維持）している。前日言及した五人結緣の高等學校同窓生中三名（高校同窓生中三人）も壬辰生（臨津生）らだ。三士官學校（三使館学校）での難しい訓鍊敎育過程（訓練教育課程）に親しく過ごし、三星將軍（三星将軍）に上がった鄭敬祚（チョン・ギョンジョ）も亦是壬辰生役。道門に入ってからは儒學者（留学者）で杏林韓醫院（行林韓医院）昌園先生（チャンウォン先生）が壬辰生（イムジン生）であり、靑鶴洞（チョンハクドン）のソンビチョン訓長（勲章）壬辰生（臨津生）だ。壬辰（イムジン）は黑龍（黒龍）で隱君子（ウングンジャ）を象徵（象徴）する。六十甲子中（六十甲子中）に四剛星殺（サガン成殺）である壬辰（イムジン）、壬戌（イムスル）、庚辰（キョンジン）、庚戌中（ギョンスル中）の一つである。 28番目の辛卯（新妙）次の29番目の六十甲子（六十突者）として無力黑龍（武力黒龍）であり、東奔西起（東噴記）と性色如火（性色女）、風波多端（風波多段）なので能柔能强（能有能江）と機謀難測（起毛難側）だ。登極する龍ではないので最上の龍ではなく東便で東走で奔走しているが西便で起きている。性格(性格)が火のようで性情(性情)通りに行(行)すれば多くの風波(風波)に違うことになるので時々(時中)に適当(適当)で柔らかく强(強)させながら能力(能力)を言うことに機會(機会)が与えられる数えにくい。他の人がやりにくいことをすることができる力量（能力）を持つということだ。家の鍾述堂叔（鐘術当宿）は小さな體軀（体球）だったが、柔道四段（柔道４段）に台拳道三段（テコンドー３段）、合技道（合気道）まで有段者（有端者）で都合十段武道人（武道人）であり、平生京畿道安養市（生涯京畿道安養市）で市廳公務員生活（市役所公務員生活）で過ごし、私と同志で道門に入門したことで絶親だった。才人(在人)は命(人)が短いと言い、その言葉に多少(多少)は当たるようだ。男女間（男女間）の絶親（親友）に家の中の絶親（親友）そして親舊之間（友人間）に絶親（親友）とともに、道門（道門）での親（親）さがすべて壬辰生（臨津生）だった。辛卯生（新妙生）は強い庚寅生白虎（京仁生白虎）虎と壬辰生（臨津生）の龍帯の隙間に挟まれ、長い歲月（ジュウォル）ジュンクドゥルウル過ごしてきたので解寃時代だから、これは須從白兎走靑林秘訣（樹種白土州清林秘訣）であらわれる試運を迎える。初戀（初演）も彼女が積極的（積極的）であった。先輩（先輩）になって後輩（後輩）を助けようと努力し、同じ內務班生徒（内務班生徒）であるチョン・ギョンジョもたくさん助けた。私は田舎の村人で初の軍裝（軍長）を建てるときに初めて対する背囊（バックパック）も手に入れることができず、うんざりしたが、これにコーチしてくれたことに感謝した。杏林韓醫院（淏林韓医院）の昌原先生も、韓醫（韓医）として私に助けを与えながら、後學道伴（後学図班）たちにも配慮（配慮）をしている。また、圓光先生（元光先生）は、迎新堂主天地父母（永信当主天地両親）を二代次（李大次）として信奉（信奉）したことで、多くの知（知識）と情報（情報）を伝えてくれた先輩道人（先輩人）だ。いずれも壬辰生知人（臨津生知人）が甲（甲）であり、私は乙の立場（入場）にあったのである。今、救濟衆生天下事（救済中生天下寺）でみんなで報答（返答）し、萬人類（万人類）が平和（平和）に楽しんで、多幸（幸運）な世上（世界）を迎えるように、爲天下事（委天下寺）主導的（主導的）で圖謀（図形）コージする。