You're letting go of everything harassing you since you were out of that grey zone. When you see the light fill openness of this sea, you're ready to get started. But if you run into people who like to put you on a front, you may feel offended. If you might end up coming up just short for putting them on the right track, you should struggle with the compulsion to give them a bad rap. When getting through a hard time, you just need to take account of the possibility that your idea would be rejected, and, more sadly, you can be even insulted. In hopes of gaining some pride, however, you don't need to be much of an exhibitionist. Just stop sitting on the fence, and minimize the interactions with the ones who spew some poison. Don't try to do all things very good at the moment. This is an innocent attempt at self-defense.