산으로 향하는 애기 걸음마...!

산의 품으로 가야겠다고 정한 마음엔 설레임과 걱정스러움으로 밤새 잠못들고 뒹굴다 아침을 맞는다. 다리를 다치고 앉은뱅이로 산에대한 그리움을 키워온지 오늘이 꼭 70일째이다. 참으로 삭막하고 우울한 나날의 정지된듯한 삶이였다.. 하루가 너무 길었고 먼산을 바라보며 한숨과 몸부림속에 키워온 갈망이 아니던가...!  오늘 드듸어 그렇게 갈망하고 원하던 산의 품으로 걸음마를 시작하련다. 집사람의 핀잔과 눈흘김 그리고 차갑고 사나운 바람 어느것도 방해가 될수없다. 이미 난 산의 포근한 내음을 느끼고 있으니...! 허리배낭에 간단하게 챙겨 넣고 스틱도 손에쥐고 절뚝거리며 집을나선다. 전같으면 걸어서 산행초입으로 향했을텐데 오늘은 마을버스로 이동한다. 달북마을에 오전 11시쯤 내린다. 바람의 기세는 입춘을 무색케하며 차갑게 내앞에 버티고 선다. 하늘을 올려다 보니 시리도록 파아란 하늘이 가슴을 탁 트이게 한다. 초입에 드니 너무나 상쾌한 기운이 가슴 구석구석을 파고들며 온 몸에 포근한 행복과 톡톡 터지는 상큼한 애너지를 느끼게 한다.   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_275DCF4B52F0E2441D27CE class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/275DCF4B52F0E2441D" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_275DCF4B52F0E2441D27CE"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2369544B52F0E246178C3A class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2369544B52F0E24617" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2369544B52F0E246178C3A"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_254B2E4B52F0E24727C64D class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/254B2E4B52F0E24727" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_254B2E4B52F0E24727C64D"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_26157B4B52F0E24901A5E9 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/26157B4B52F0E24901" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_26157B4B52F0E24901A5E9"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2310D34B52F0E24B037360 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2310D34B52F0E24B03" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2310D34B52F0E24B037360"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2637584B52F0E24D328431 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2637584B52F0E24D32" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2637584B52F0E24D328431"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_223D904B52F0E24F31BCEA class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/223D904B52F0E24F31" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_223D904B52F0E24F31BCEA"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_227CA04B52F0E2510D9930 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/227CA04B52F0E2510D" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_227CA04B52F0E2510D9930"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2514F14B52F0E252020905 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2514F14B52F0E25202" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2514F14B52F0E252020905"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_247EE24B52F0E2540BA624 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/247EE24B52F0E2540B" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_247EE24B52F0E2540BA624"/>  한발한발 천천히 조심스럽게 산의 품으로 안겨간다.. 얼마나 애타게 그리던 품이던가...! 앙상한 겨울산의 모습이 조금은 안스러웠지만 내 마음의 고향같은곳임이 틀림이 없다. 휴지에 물베어들듯 산내음은 내 온몸에 스며들어 따뜻하고 편안함으로 정화시켜 간다. 아주 오랫동안 마음에 품고 오매불망 그리워하던 짝사랑하는 애인을 품에 안은듯 포근하고 행복하기만하다. 비록 뒤뚱거리고 시원치않는 걸음마지만 살얼음판을 걷는것처럼 조심조심 애타게 키워온 그리움과 몸부림속의 갈망을 조금씩 조금씩 내려 놓아 본다. <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_25124F4B52F0E25604D3FF class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/25124F4B52F0E25604" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_25124F4B52F0E25604D3FF"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_24122F4B52F0E25704C086 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/24122F4B52F0E25704" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_24122F4B52F0E25704C086"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2272FD4B52F0E259134D82 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2272FD4B52F0E25913" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2272FD4B52F0E259134D82"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2241404B52F0E25B2E0FD5 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2241404B52F0E25B2E" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2241404B52F0E25B2E0FD5"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2360B84B52F0E25C1DC0C2 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2360B84B52F0E25C1D" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2360B84B52F0E25C1DC0C2"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_267C004B52F0E25E0E3602 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/267C004B52F0E25E0E" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_267C004B52F0E25E0E3602"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2160D24B52F0E25F1CBFC3 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2160D24B52F0E25F1C" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2160D24B52F0E25F1CBFC3"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_253A494B52F0E2613158B9 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/253A494B52F0E26131" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_253A494B52F0E2613158B9"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2365DD4B52F0E2621A7ACB class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2365DD4B52F0E2621A" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2365DD4B52F0E2621A7ACB"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_231CD14C52F0E34612A94B class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/231CD14C52F0E34612" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_231CD14C52F0E34612A94B"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2275074C52F0E34826A488 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2275074C52F0E34826" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2275074C52F0E34826A488"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2306EE4C52F0E3491D3950 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2306EE4C52F0E3491D" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2306EE4C52F0E3491D3950"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2327EA4C52F0E34B0DF83B class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2327EA4C52F0E34B0D" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2327EA4C52F0E34B0DF83B"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_263D104C52F0E34C03C1BB class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/263D104C52F0E34C03" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_263D104C52F0E34C03C1BB"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2169904C52F0E34E2FC9A8 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2169904C52F0E34E2F" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2169904C52F0E34E2FC9A8"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2105BF4C52F0E34F1FF6B6 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2105BF4C52F0E34F1F" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2105BF4C52F0E34F1FF6B6"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_251DEA4F52F0E351275DEC class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/251DEA4F52F0E35127" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_251DEA4F52F0E351275DEC"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2475674F52F0E3523AF5DF class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2475674F52F0E3523A" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2475674F52F0E3523AF5DF"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_251D714F52F0E35327DC44 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/251D714F52F0E35327" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_251D714F52F0E35327DC44"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2452B14F52F0E3550975B1 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2452B14F52F0E35509" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2452B14F52F0E3550975B1"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2734244F52F0E35619289E class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2734244F52F0E35619" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2734244F52F0E35619289E"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2447F44F52F0E3571278C3 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2447F44F52F0E35712" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2447F44F52F0E3571278C3"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_265A054F52F0E35906436D class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/265A054F52F0E35906" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_265A054F52F0E35906436D"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2269904D52F0E35A0D7242 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2269904D52F0E35A0D" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2269904D52F0E35A0D7242"/>  욕심부리지 말자 이제 걸음마의 시작이 아니던가...! 70일간 멈추어 있었던 삶을 잊지말자...! 좋은길로 천천히 조금이라도 산을 만지고 느끼는것으로 만족하자...! 산밑에서 산내음만 맡고 가기로 하고 왔는데 서툰 발걸음은 자꾸만 욕심을 부린다. 스스로 자신에게 다독거리며 가라앉혀 발걸음을 붙들어 본다. <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2128464D52F0E35B358E8A class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2128464D52F0E35B35" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2128464D52F0E35B358E8A"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_251DA14D52F0E35D3934D3 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/251DA14D52F0E35D39" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_251DA14D52F0E35D3934D3"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_23435B4752F0E40007F721 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/23435B4752F0E40007" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_23435B4752F0E40007F721"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2546714752F0E402055240 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2546714752F0E40205" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2546714752F0E402055240"/>  금정산 갈멧길 혼자걷지말라던 문구가 생각난다. 그래 난 혼자가 아닌가...! 이제 케이블카로 가서 보리밥 한그릇 먹고 케이블카 타고 내려가자...! 케이블카도 얼마전에 교체했다니 한번 타보기로 하자...! <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2308434752F0E4032AB536 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2308434752F0E4032A" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2308434752F0E4032AB536"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2673DB4752F0E404365A1F class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2673DB4752F0E40436" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2673DB4752F0E404365A1F"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_244B5A4752F0E406026220 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/244B5A4752F0E40602" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_244B5A4752F0E406026220"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2640AA4752F0E40709527F class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2640AA4752F0E40709" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2640AA4752F0E40709527F"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_2538804752F0E4080CD871 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/2538804752F0E4080C" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_2538804752F0E4080CD871"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_273D104C52F0E40A09F14F class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/273D104C52F0E40A09" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_273D104C52F0E40A09F14F"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_22181E4C52F0E40B19BD6D class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/22181E4C52F0E40B19" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_22181E4C52F0E40B19BD6D"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_25647A4C52F0E40C3641D6 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/25647A4C52F0E40C36" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_25647A4C52F0E40C3641D6"/>   <IMG style="FLOAT: none; CLEAR: none; CURSOR: pointer" id=A_231D2D4C52F0E40E195632 class=txc-image border=0 hspace=1 vspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/blog/231D2D4C52F0E40E19" width=764 exif="{}" actualwidth="824" isset="true" id="A_231D2D4C52F0E40E195632"/> 아쉬워하는 시원찮은 발걸음을 달래며 보리밥 한그릇과 오뎅몇개를 먹이고 케이불카에 주저앉게 했다. 절뚝거리며 설레이던 마음따라 다니느라 수고했다.. 넉넉잡아 2시간이면 충분한 거리를 오늘은 3시간반이나 걸렸지만 너무 큰일한듯하고 가슴뿌듯한 하루였다. 금강공원으로 하산 동래온천(금천탕)에 푹 담구며 행복감에 젖어 본다.      <div class="bbs_cafebgmbox"> <script type="text/javascript">//<![CDATA[ function AllBGMStop() {} // ]]> </script> <div class="wBGMPlayer"> <div class="areaTit">30일 재생기간 만료</div> <div class="areaAct"> <a href="javascript:;"><img src="//t1.daumcdn.net/cafe_image/cf_img2/img_blank2.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="Play" class="playerOn"></a> </div> <div class="areaBol"> <div class="playerVolumeBox" id="volumeBox"> <div class="playerVolume"><img class="playerControl" src="//t1.daumcdn.net/cafe_image/cf_img2/img_blank2.gif" alt="Volumn Control"><div class="playerVolumeBg"></div></div> </div> </div> <div class="areaLink"> 가사 뮤비 </div> </div> <div class="cl"> </div> </div>