
지호:닥터공의 첫사랑처럼요?
준표:그렇지
준표야!!


준표 맞지?


나 연이야. 우리 같은 동아리였잖아.




어머, 너 의사됐구나, 계속 유급되고 그래서 학교 관둔 줄 알았는데.....



연이:너 무슨 과야?
준표:....산부인과.

어머 잘 됐다. 담당의사 너로 바꿔 달래야지. 너 애 잘 받지?

어? (지호 눈치를 본다)


잘 해줘야 돼. 언제 우리 신랑이랑 밥 한번 먹자.


야. 너 한 달에 얼마 버니?



이건 꿈이야.
(조심스럽게)꿈은 아닌데요...
(안 듣는다) 나의 연이가.... 제비꽃 같고, 코스모스 같은 나의 연이가...
한달에 얼마 버냐구? 이건 아니야. 절대 아니야.


(꿍시렁댄다) 사람에 따라 궁금할 수도 있고 그런거지 뭐.
( 울먹울먹) 난 사랑을 했는데 내 사랑은 어디 간거야?
내 청춘의 한 페이지는 어디 간거냐구?
그걸 저한테 물으시면 안되죠.


런닝머신에서 내려오는 정우성.
전화를 받으며 밖으로 사라진다.
런닝벨트는 혼자 돌아간다.

좀 끄고가지...

남자 회원이 불러서 가버리는 윤희.

은호:미연아.
미연, 돌아본다.



은호, 그 밖의 헬스룸 사람들의 놀라는 모습들.
바닥에 내동댕이쳐진 미연. 허리를 움켜진다.

초콜릿 줄까요?

됐어


단거 먹으면 실연의 상처가 낫는다는데...


닥터공이 기운 날 소식 알려줄까요?
미연언니가 다쳤대요
(창밖을 보며)내가 새디스트냐?

하루 병원에 있어야 돼서 오늘밤엔 언니가 솔이 데리고 잔대요.

(살피듯이)미연언니네 집이 형부 앞집이랬지 아마.


학부모들 사이의 은호.




은솔아!




은호:걱정할거 없어. 하룻밤이니까...
내일이면 엄마 퇴원할거구. 선생님도 이것저것 잘해.
은솔:(시큰둥하게)네...
은호:(팔을 걷어부치며)자. 뭐할까? 집에 오면 뭐하니?





나보다 나은 은솔이 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

은솔:30분 동안 영어 들어야되요.

은호, 뻘쭘히 서있다가 걷어붙인 옷소매를 주섬 주섬 내린다.

어...



준표가 누군가를 찾느라 방마다 문을 열고 확인한다.

자. 빈속에 한잔해야지.

(정화 잔에 술 따르며)우리 정화씨.
올해 수고 많았어.


오늘 모두 죽는거야. 잔 채웠지?
자 다같이.

구호는 새로운 한해를 위하여야!
위하여!

준표:동진아!


동진:그럴 애가 아닌데?
준표:(켕기는데가 있지만)애가 놀래갖고, 먹지도 않고 울기만 하면서
실전화 아저씨 불러달라고....
(동진, 눈치를 본다)
동진:그럴 애가 아닌데...



준표:여섯 살짜리가 여섯 살짜리지.... 뭐가 그럴 애가 아니야.
동진:그래서 지금 혼자 있대?
준표:(찔끔한다)....어
동진:(혼잣말한다)그럴 애가 아닌데....


지호: "언니,형부,은솔이..... 3인 가족을 체험하는거죠.
게다가 장소는 밀폐된 가정집."
준표, 자기도 모르게 ‘으흐흐흐’ 웃는다.
동진이 움찔하며 쳐다본다.




동진:근데 너....

준표:응?

동진:그거 알려줄려고 직접 왔냐..... 너 언제부터 이렇게 착했냐?
준표:내가....마....내가.....출산장려회 회원이잖아. 아이에 대한 무한책임....

동진:(그런가....)잘 가라.
준표:파이팅!!


난 회삭하고 인연이 없나봐....


은호가 돈까스를 가위로 잘게 자른다.
(유아언어로) 꼭꼭 냠냠 씹어먹어야지. 안 그럼 배가 아야아야해요


(포크로 찍어 은솔의 입에 갖다대면서)자 아~

(은호를 스윽 쳐다보더니)잘 먹겠습니다.



누구보다 낫다...

초인종소리.


준표 이 자식....


비디오를 보는 은솔.
동진과 은호는 자석 블록을 갖고 놀고 있다.
멀리서 봤을 때. 행복한 3인 가족으로 보인다.
그러나....

동진:(대놓고 하진 못하고 툴툴댄다)그게 거기 맞다고 생각하나 봐?
은호:(역시 딴데 보면서)자기거나 신경썼으면 하는 소망이 있네 나는.
동진:눈앞에서 이러니 못 본 척 할 수도 없고....
은호:자기 앞가림도 못 하는 사람이 원래 말이 많지....

동진, 은호가 만드는 것을 힐끗 보더니 픽 웃는다.
은호, 감정 상한다.
은호:왜?
동진:그게 뭐냐?
은호:자동차!!
동진:(대놓고 웃다가)은솔아. 저게 자동차랜다.
은호:(은솔에게)자동차 같지?

은솔:(한번 쳐다보고는 다시 tv를 본다)......

동진, 일부러 크게 웃는다.

당신 건 뭔데?

은솔아. 이건 뭐 같애?

.....교회?

(득의 양양하게)그렇지!!

안가? 꾸역 꾸역 눌러앉네?

은솔이땜에 안가는 거야.
얘가 지금 얼마나 불안하겠냐?


엄마 없이 낯선 아줌마랑.


아...재미없다

왜 경운기 좀 만들지 왜(깐족)

은솔아 실전화 왜 안해?

(은호 눈치를 슬쩍 보면서 퉁명스럽게)할 얘기가 없으니까.
그래도 아깝잖아... 어렵게 만든건데



은호는 장난감 이것저것을 구경한다.
천장에 매달린 모빌을 발견한다. 나무로 만든 고가품이다.
은호가 버튼을 누르자 음악이 흘러 나온다.


동진이 바라본다. 어디선가 들어본 음악.


은호도 그 음악을 기억해낸다. 꺼보려고 하지만 끌 수 없다.
등 돌리고 선 은호.




만삭의 은호가 동진에게 눕듯이 기대어 모빌에서 새나오는 음악을 듣고 있다.
은호도 동진도 행복에 겨운 얼굴.




은솔이 잡고 있는 책을 은호가 조심스럽게 뺀다.
삭제된 댓글 입니다.
22........ㅠㅠ
아ㅜㅜㅜㅜ감히 은호랑 동진이 마음이 상상이안가ㅜ
ㅠㅠ 은호 찌통 ㅠㅠ