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<p><br><span style="color: #000000;"> </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">인생 정리정돈 </span></p><p><span style="color: #000000;">그 일빠는 </span></p><p><span style="color: #000000;">인연(혈연 지연 학연 동문)정리가 아닐까효?</span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">살아보니 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">나도 사람이면서 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">산다는 게 다~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">사람 뜯어묵는 짓의 연속이더군요. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">예컨데~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">하다못해 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">쉬는 타임보다 못한 즉 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">이익없는 귀찮은 안부소식을 접하게 하는~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">사소해도 짧은 시간이나마 불편을 주는~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">내가 그런 짓을 하고 일생을 살았더라는~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">휴우~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">뜯어묵는다 해서 특정 행위가 아니고요. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">고려없이 그런 연락을 취하는 것도 </span></p><p><span style="color: #000000;">다 뜯어묵는 행위라요. </span><br><br><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">뜯기고 뜯어묵고의 연속... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">그짓 안하면 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">내가 굻어죽을 판이라... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">내코가 석자라는 말이 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">그래서 나온 거 아닌가 싶네욤?ㅋ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">거기에는 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">사람 나름으로 행태가 크게 다름. </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">소중하게 생각하는 지인은  </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">성역으로 간주. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">돈이나 좀주고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">위로나 해주고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">조지나 대주고~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">ㅋ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">언제나 사는 힘이 되도록 지켜봐 주는 것.  </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">그러한 모드로 사는 거. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">딱~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;"><인생은 연극>이라는 말이 떠오름. </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">나 그러는 거 별로인데욤.~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">과거에 내가 했던  </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">내키지 않았던 연극들~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">이제야 비로소 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">떨쳐내고 사는 타임이  </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">도래하는 거 같음. </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">살면서 맺었던 인연들... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">이제서야 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">정리가 되어가는 거 같다는 생각. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">이번 명절을 쇠면서 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">느낌이 오네욤. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">난생처음으로 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">단촐하고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">산뜻한 명절을 보낸 듯 함다. </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">이거 비법 알려드리까여? </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">헤헤~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">일체 오지랖을 접는 겁니다. </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">물론 그리저리 어찌저찌 하기까지는 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">말로 글로 다하기 힘든 사연들이 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">다들 있겠지요. </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">씰데없이 괜히 붙들고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">전전긍긍 얽매이지 말고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">변해가는 세상을 야속하게 생각 말고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">세월의 배를 타고 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">걍 무심으로 가고 또 보내는 겁니다. </span><br><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">그런데욤......... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">ㅋ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">연락이 오네욤. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">나 경조사 비용 수억 날라갔고욤. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">되받은 이력이 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">단 한 번이라도 있었으면 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">좋았겠지만 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">단 한 번도 없었습니다.  </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">그런데 우찌 그리도 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">경조사 연락만은 끊이질 않네욤. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">수십년 한편생 연락없이 살다가 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">뜬금없이 연락이 오는 경우도 많아염.~ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">ㅋ </span><br><br><span style="color: #000000;">이거 친 형제자매라 해서 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">예외 아님다. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">오매불망 절치부심 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">그들이 잘되기를 소망하면서 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">애썼던 날들이 한평생이었건만 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">내가 연락 끊으니 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">걍 소식 뚝.... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">ㅋ </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">근디 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">경조사 연락만은 오더라는.... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">ㅋ</span><br><span style="color: #000000;">그리도 잘살고 싶으면 </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">밤이슬 맞고 작업 나가자. </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">인생 별거 있더냐... </span><br><span style="color: #000000;">우헤헷~</span></p>
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