(Hos 11:1-4, 8b-9; Mt 10:7-15): Doing Our Absolute Best Is Our Sole Part
A few days ago, as I watched the rain falling endlessly and listened to the sound of its gentle friction against the earth, I sank into deep meditation. I found myself filled with gratitude for how the Lord drenches us—satisfying the thirst of this land, and even soaking the deepest corners of our parched souls, a grace we could never dare to expect or hope for on our own.
When we are placed in situations that are humanly impossible to endure or overcome, we are reminded anew of how greatly we have been sustained by a miracle-like grace that we could never reach by our own strength. When a massive fault line collides and subsidence occurs, everything that formed the foundation of this world crumbles and vanishes. In much the same way, when the experience of being wounded—whether within the contradictory directions of a community, the crevices of power, or the emotional chasms where people clash—goes beyond a momentary hardship and shakes the very foundation of our entire lives, we can fall into a quagmire from which we cannot escape by our own power.
In those moments, how can we not open our hearts and souls to respond to God, who looks down upon the weakness of a soul that refuses to give up, wondrously untangles the web of complex human relationships, and grants us once again the pulsation of life and hope?! Yet, how easily do we repeat our foolishness, falling into complacency and drifting away from the Lord’s embrace the moment peace settles in once more?
To this, a single passage from the Prophet Hosea brings an immeasurable fullness of consolation: "My heart is overwhelmed, my pity is stirred. I will not give vent to my blazing anger, I will not destroy Ephraim again; For I am God and not man, the Holy One present among you; I will not come in wrath." (Hos 11:8b-9)
How truly often have I, too, experienced the steadfast love of the God of compassion, who never gives up on us until the very end, and who opens His merciful embrace first, rather than pressing and venting anger at our mistakes and faults? In this way, God is the faithful One who never changes. Like the rain that drenches the earth, He is the One who never refuses any place, filling every parched space.
However, receiving such grace is entirely our part, a response we must make using the free will given to us by the Lord Himself. Just as soft soil absorbs the rain to bring forth the life buried beneath the earth, while hard, concrete-like ground cannot hold the rain and can only let it wash away.
I reflect deeply on the words the Lord instilled in His disciples when He sent them forth in the Gospel of Matthew: "As you enter a house, wish it peace. If the house is worthy, let your peace come upon it; if not, let your peace return to you. Whoever will not receive you or listen to your words—go outside that house or town and shake the dust from your feet." (Mt 10:12-14)
Though the Lord knocks on the door of our souls with love and compassion, the doorknob is ultimately left to the free will granted within our souls. He has entrusted us with the part of responding to His grace and welcoming His love. This, too, is the mercy of the Lord, who patiently respects us.
Today, as always, the Lord seeks to awaken our souls through everything—through the voices of our neighbors, through the situations and events we encounter, and through the realizations granted in our daily lives. I pray that you may open your hearts and enjoy the blessed grace of being transformed by the love of God, who loves us and desires to revive our spirits into their most beautiful form. Amen.
첫댓글 Amen