Hi Jim... Today I am so
happy because I received chocolate from woman. As I mentioned the day
before yesterday, these-days I studied with female-friend from the language
institute I attend. She gaves it to me.^^ Frankly speaking, I
received chocolate from my ex-girlfriend before 3 years. At that time
I received chocolate from her at the library like today. For a moment
I recalled my ex-girlfriend. Even though she kick
me off when I was in the army, I am still loving her. If I speak my
mind to friends, they probablly make me stop that kind of stupid thinking. But
she is my first-lover(really not like but love).
I do not konw why I recalled her and why I
writig a diary about her. Just today the chocolate makes
me recall her.^^;;; Sorry.. now
I am so melancholy and gloomy. T.T
I think tomorrow morning I will forget about her and I will keep my
studying. Tomorrow is different from today.^^
Oh~~ Jim .. you are in now...^^ I want to talk with you for a minute^^
bye..^^ |
Hi Jim... Today I am so
happy because I received chocolate from a
woman. As I mentioned the day before yesterday, these-days I studyied
with a
female-friend from the language institute I attend thesedays.
She gaves
the
chocolateit to me.^^ Frankly speaking, I
received chocolate from my ex-girlfriend before 3 years ago.
At that time, I received
chocolate from her at the library like today. For a moment I recalled
my ex-girlfriend.
eEven
though she dumped kick me off whileen
I was in the army, I am still loveing
her. If I speak my mind totell my
friends of
what I am thinking, they probablly will try
to make me stop thinking of herat kind of stupid thinking.
But she is my first-lover(really not
like but love). I do not knonw why I think
of recalled her
and why I am writing in
this a diary
about her. Just today the chocolate madkese
me think
of recall her.^^;;;
Sorry.. now I feel am so
melancholy and gloomy. T.T
I think tomorrow morning I will forget about her and I will keep my studying.
Tomorrow is a different
day
from today.^^ Oh~~ Jim .. you are in now...^^
I want to talk with you for a minute^^ bye..^^ |
Comment: You
are doing a great job. Keep up the great effort!
Personal comment:
They say that it is very difficult for a man to forget about his first
love. However, from my experience in life, the pain eventually
disappears and only good memories are left behind. So, don’t
worry and concentrate on what you are doing and eventually a new love
will come into your life. Perhaps this woman you study with? :-) |