TO RHONA BODLE, who had written Lewis of her upcoming confirmation:
On not expecting remarkable sensations /connected to holy activities.
9 November 1949
Congratulations. You are daily in my prayers.
Caveat [let her beware!]
* Caveat in Latin means "let him beware"
—don’t count on [any remarkable sensations], either at this or your first (or fifty first) Communion.
God gives these or not as He pleases.
* or (God gives) not as He pleases.
Their presence does not prove that things are especially well,
nor their absence that things are wrong.
* nor their absence (prove) that things are wrong.
The intention, the obedience, is [what matters].
From The Collected Letters of C.S. Lewis, Volume II
Compiled in Yours, Jack