성만찬(聖晩餐) 묵상(默想)
2024.1.16
(눅22:7-38)
7 Then came the day of Unleavened Bread on which the Passover lamb had to be sacrificed. 8 Jesus sent Peter and John, saying, "Go and make preparations for us to eat the Passover." 9 "Where do you want us to prepare for it?" they asked. 10 He replied, "As you enter the city, a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him to the house that he enters, 11 and say to the owner of the house, 'The Teacher asks: Where is the guest room, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?' 12 He will show you a large upper room, all furnished. Make preparations there." 13 They left and found things just as Jesus had told them. So they prepared the Passover. 14 When the hour came, Jesus and his apostles reclined at the table. 15 And he said to them, "I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer. 16 For I tell you, I will not eat it again until it finds fulfillment in the kingdom of God." 17 After taking the cup, he gave thanks and said, "Take this and divide it among you. 18 For I tell you I will not drink again of the fruit of the vine until the kingdom of God comes." 19 And he took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me." 20 In the same way, after the supper he took the cup, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in my blood, which is poured out for you. 21 But the hand of him who is going to betray me is with mine on the table. 22 The Son of Man will go as it has been decreed, but woe to that man who betrays him." 23 They began to question among themselves which of them it might be who would do this. 24 Also a dispute arose among them as to which of them was considered to be greatest. 25 Jesus said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles lord it over them; and those who exercise authority over them call themselves Benefactors. 26 But you are not to be like that. Instead, the greatest among you should be like the youngest, and the one who rules like the one who serves. 27 For who is greater, the one who is at the table or the one who serves? Is it not the one who is at the table? But I am among you as one who serves. 28 You are those who have stood by me in my trials. 29 And I confer on you a kingdom, just as my Father conferred one on me, 30 so that you may eat and drink at my table in my kingdom and sit on thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. 31 "Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you as wheat. 32 But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers." 33 But he replied, "Lord, I am ready to go with you to prison and to death." 34 Jesus answered, "I tell you, Peter, before the rooster crows today, you will deny three times that you know me." 35 Then Jesus asked them, "When I sent you without purse, bag or sandals, did you lack anything?" "Nothing," they answered. 36 He said to them, "But now if you have a purse, take it, and also a bag; and if you don't have a sword, sell your cloak and buy one. 37 It is written: 'And he was numbered with the transgressors'; and I tell you that this must be fulfilled in me. Yes, what is written about me is reaching its fulfillment." 38 The disciples said, "See, Lord, here are two swords." "That is enough," he replied.
오늘의 말씀
예수님의 유월절
최후의 만찬은
전무후무유일대제사(前無後無唯一大祭祀)
예비송별회(豫備送別會)가 아닐까... 하는 생각을 해 본다
예수님은 유월절 만찬을 준비하는 과정에서
예수님이 누구인지를 알게하시는 은혜를 베푸셨고
빵과 포도음료의 잔을 채워주시며
당신이 죽어야 함과 그래야 제자들은 영생을 얻게 될 의미의식(意味儀式)을 행하신다
그리고 가룟유다를 향하여 안타까운...그러나 마지막 기회를 주시는 말씀을 하신다
그런데...
안타깝게도…. 매우 안타깝게도 ,더 ,표현불가(表現不可) 하게도...
이미 저질러놓은 그 계획을 포기(抛棄)를 지나 회개회개(悔改回改)하지 않는 유다
그 와중에서도 누가 크냐의 문제를 두고 언쟁(言爭)을 하는 제자들...
잠시 잠깐 후의 제자신 어떻게 비겁해지고 나약해질 수 있는지도 모를 자칭 수제자라 할 수 있는 베드로의 호언장담(豪言壯談)
얼마나
얼마나
안타까웠을까?
안타까웠을까!
애석(哀惜) 하셨을까...!!!
오늘따라 최후의 만찬은
그마저도 제자들에게 버림을 받거나
아무 도움도 안 되는
참으로 극단적 외로우셨을 예수님을 보는듯하다
롬5:8 바울의 입을 여시는 그 사랑 성삼위일체신(聖三位一體神)의 극단적심통(極端的心痛)이 느껴져 오는 듯하다
오직 아들에게는 인색한 하늘 아버지
그렇게 해야만 언약성취(言約成就) 하나님의 공의(公義) 사랑(愛) 신망애(信望愛) 하나님의 큰 일을 이룰 수 있기 까닭에...
주저하지 않는 아브라함과 주저함 없는 기꺼이 자신을 드리려는 이삭 모리아 산상의 기억이
내 뇌리(腦裏)를 때린다
표현할 수 없는... 견디기 힘든 순간이 바로 성만찬석상(聖晩餐席上) 곧 제사상(祭祀床) 송별회(送別會)가 아닌가...
예수님의 눈에는 철부지로 보였을 제자들...
목회의 끝부분에 도달하니... 조금은 감지가 된다... 예수님의 마음
아버지의 끝부분에 도달하니 ... 조금은 세상의 모든 아버지의 마음...
특히나 하나님 아버지의 마음...
전인적감지감각(全人的感知感覺)이 되는 나 자신을 본다
그런데...
그 제자들...
그들의 모습이 나의 BC였고
더 안타까운 것은
AD의 삶을 살고 있는 내게서 아직도 그 물이 빠지지 않았다는 점을 보는 나 자신...괴롭기까지 하다
아~
마른막대기만도 못한 나...
마른 막대기
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마른 막대기...
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