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<p style="text-align: left;"></p><div class="figure-video" data-ke-type="video" data-video-url="https://kakaotv.daum.net/embed/player/cliplink/rv4nazf9csst17o9pp0u2kq6w@my?service=daum_cafe" data-video-host="kakaotv" data-video-play-service="daum_cafe" data-video-width="406" data-video-height="720" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-video-thumbnail="https://thumb.kakaocdn.net/dna/kamp/source/rv4nazf9csst17o9pp0u2kq6w/thumbs/5.jpg?credential=TuMuFGKUIcirOSjFzOpncbomGFEIdZWK&expires=33284875915&signature=PScONzVcXyszdSeVuzTd5kyCwik%3D" data-ke-mobile-mobileStyle="widthFull" data-video-origin-width="406" data-video-origin-height="720"><iframe src="https://kakaotv.daum.net/embed/player/cliplink/rv4nazf9csst17o9pp0u2kq6w@my?service=daum_cafe&ptoken=v2_72f1d7bde06075c2de6c0b32ef7ff489c47be8897975aca2aeeeefe1f95cd8e6cbe4d5802db4b51b682818d9e0a0412f8d31600a3f9356b807275f7b8e" width="406" height="720" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen="" allow="encrypted-media"></iframe><div class="figcaption"></div></div><p style="text-align: left;">벌써 미국 이민생활 51년째를 맞이 하면서 ~<br><br>몸과 마음은 아직 젊은데<br>나이는 8순이 훨 지났구나 .</p><div class="figure-video" data-ke-type="video" data-video-url="https://kakaotv.daum.net/embed/player/cliplink/rvxbwrjwsu9h4e9l7ssdbn1d8@my?service=daum_cafe" data-video-host="kakaotv" data-video-play-service="daum_cafe" data-video-width="1440" data-video-height="1440" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-video-thumbnail="https://thumb.kakaocdn.net/dna/kamp/source/rvxbwrjwsu9h4e9l7ssdbn1d8/thumbs/3.jpg?credential=TuMuFGKUIcirOSjFzOpncbomGFEIdZWK&expires=33284875932&signature=mkARqqOa01ib%2FjIPtX55rvZsMw8%3D" data-ke-mobile-mobileStyle="widthFull" data-video-origin-width="1440" data-video-origin-height="1440"><iframe src="https://kakaotv.daum.net/embed/player/cliplink/rvxbwrjwsu9h4e9l7ssdbn1d8@my?service=daum_cafe&ptoken=v2_c2a60191ca602f96e9ec206ab459b08b67ce4501aa42a9544630aa809207c1742e3811197a0f8255b84a6969217bf21aada518d3b0df6ed832edc4f59a" width="1440" height="1440" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" allowfullscreen="" allow="encrypted-media"></iframe><div class="figcaption"></div></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>가끔 언제부터인가<br>먼 산을 바라보는 버릇이<br>나도 모르게 생겼습니다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/11407374b2f8e0b46af851d74c29d7c0d8863224" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/11407374b2f8e0b46af851d74c29d7c0d8863224" data-origin-width="853" data-origin-height="516"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>그러다 가만히<br>떠오르는 모습 안개처럼<br>희미해져 가는 추억들이<br>주마등처럼 스쳐 지나갑니다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/85c14d9d9f8031f61cf10fdd9d1a4c5329a3b66f" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/85c14d9d9f8031f61cf10fdd9d1a4c5329a3b66f" data-origin-width="1024" data-origin-height="1844"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>삶이 편해서일까<br>예전엔 이런 시간도<br>사치처럼 느낄때가 있었건만<br><br>이제는 세월속에 느슨해진 마음<br>여유로운 마음에서 일까</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/bc05eaa9a269afe111db9c46881b333fccc05c20" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/bc05eaa9a269afe111db9c46881b333fccc05c20" data-origin-width="894" data-origin-height="1280"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>세월속에 무디여지고<br>모든게 나이가 들어가니<br><br>몸과 마음이 따로인듯<br>빨리빨리에서 느긋함도<br><br>이젠 천천히 사는 방법도<br>그렇게 점점 몸으로<br>느껴지는것 같습니다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/f5882c962212aa4ecfab9f42465bbcfa46d6fbee" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/f5882c962212aa4ecfab9f42465bbcfa46d6fbee" data-origin-width="540" data-origin-height="960"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>언제부터인가<br>나도 모르게 가슴이<br>답답할때도 있습니다.<br><br>그러나 살아가는 지혜와 인내<br>모두 수궁해야할 나이인듯 합니다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/37c14507fdef2296cccdab46bd76a0be2f0416a7" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/37c14507fdef2296cccdab46bd76a0be2f0416a7" data-origin-width="1003" data-origin-height="1417"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>어느새 내 나이를 망각하고<br>착각속에 살고 싶기도 합니다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/4c7e7d198c253cac131cd59c3ed659b642ac88d8" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/4c7e7d198c253cac131cd59c3ed659b642ac88d8" data-origin-width="1078" data-origin-height="1096"></div><p style="text-align: left;">벌써 내 나이도 8학년2반 <br>갈때도 없고 오라는데도 없는데 어딜 가겠니~?<br><br> 칭구넘들은 대부분 죽고<br>또 ..한놈은 죽어서 고향에 뼈 묻는다고 역이민..<br>아~~ 외롭구나 ~●<br><br>고요한 숲속에서 명상하듯<br>나를 돌아보는 계기가 필요하듯이<br><br>사랑하는 사람과 나눌 이야기와<br>친구와 나눌수있는 이야기가 다르듯<br><br>가끔은 마음을 나눌수 있는<br>그리운 벗이<br>그리워지는 나이가 된듯 합니다.<br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/48185c693129b746e570a9a3070b64013a7209f8" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/48185c693129b746e570a9a3070b64013a7209f8" data-origin-width="424" data-origin-height="640"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>나이를 먹어간다는 그 자체가<br>와서 이렇게 서글픈지~~<br><br>하나 둘 떠나가는 사람들 보면서<br>외롭고 쓸쓸해지고...<br><br>홀로 고독이란 놈하고<br>의지하며 천천히 친해져 가지만<br><br>늘어나는 나이에 자꾸<br>허무만 가담가담 자리잡습니다.<br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/01b309d41af5ce33949c4f08feb2169bf6296e64" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/01b309d41af5ce33949c4f08feb2169bf6296e64" data-origin-width="1020" data-origin-height="1246"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>이제는<br>나이를 잊고 살아야겠습니다.<br><br>마음이 가는 대로<br>조금은 여유있게 살아야겠습니다.<br><br>정신없이 앞만보고 달려온 우리네 삶...<br><br>그러니 이제는 나를 위해<br>즐기며 살아야겠습니다.<br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/5ac0cab0482ac9378d6d9e7c7c2788ea28281f7a" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/5ac0cab0482ac9378d6d9e7c7c2788ea28281f7a" data-origin-width="340" data-origin-height="600"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>순간순간 사랑하고<br>순간순간 행복하세요.<br><br>그 순간이 모여서<br>당신의 인생이 됩니다.<br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/15adf4b56ff0ef69b1722107a4f658931840e72b" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/15adf4b56ff0ef69b1722107a4f658931840e72b" data-origin-width="1078" data-origin-height="892"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/0bdc5024e208e70c0802df82019d89f45115d3ff" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1PRZj/0bdc5024e208e70c0802df82019d89f45115d3ff" data-origin-width="716" data-origin-height="1028"></div><p style="text-align: left;"></p>