I can't sleep

[2oceans]

Hello dear Haein, it's 2:55 in the morning  And I'm still awake, I feel like this isn't doing me any good. I spent Saturday in my room, lying down and eating. I've been sleeping very late and waking up early, but I don't do anything during the day, I feel like I'm not being a good mother. I could go to the beach and take them to play, it's been so hot here, but I prefer to stay home instead of going out with them. I spend my days eating and eating and lying down, I'm getting fatter and fatter, I feel it. But I haven't done anything to change. This was a plan, but we're already in the third month and I haven't done anything. Anyway... take care of your health, I'm going to try to run on the beach next Monday. I love you, your smile is the reason for my smile. Thank you for existing.