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<p style="text-align: left;">삼량진역에서 돼지국밥으로 몸보신하고..무궁화호타고..물금을 지나 부산역으로 왔다...물금이 왜..유달리 마음에 걸리느냐하면...아주 어릴적..모친과 지인분이 서로 이야기나누시는걸 잠결에 들었는데..물금이란 단어가 뇌리에 박힌것이다..50년이나 넘게 지났는데도...그때박힌 물금이란 지명이....<br><br>그래서 평생 물금이란곳이 화두가 되었다.<br>우선..물속에 금가루가 많아서..불가촉천민들이 사금채취로 생활했을것같고..<br>부산하고는 북서쪽 큰 산맥으로 막혀서...<br>문명의 혜택을 못받았을것같고...<br>낙동강과 백두대간의 마지막 끝자락사이라서..<br>농토도 협소하고...그렇다고 삼량진처럼...군사지역이나 딸기농사하기도 척박했을것이다..<br><br>그런데...부산하고 가까우면서도 오지중에 오지취급받던 물금이..요즘 양산가는 지하철로 연결되고..느까배운도둑질이 날새는줄 모른다고..<br>늦바람이 무섭다고....물금이 신도시로 핫한 곳이된것같다...<br><br>10년전에는 자전거로 물금을 지나면서...<br>아주 빈티지한 카페들도 많고..독특한 예술적인 느낌이 인상적이었는데...<br><br>이번 국토종주프로젝트에서는...결국 삼량진까지만으로 자전거라이딩의<br>막을 내려야 할것같다.<br><br>어릴적 잠결속에서 들었던 어머니의 목소리..화전민들이 살던 척박한 오지땅...물금..<br><br>다음으로 기약하고...<br>이제 서울로 돌아가서는...<br>주식전투에 치열하게 임해야할것이다..<br><br>빚낸돈 3천만원..내돈 천만원..다시 카드급전 500만원...4500만원 가량 투입해서..<br>두달만에 2000만원밖에 안남았지만....<br><br>이제부터는 더이상 잃지않을수있을것같다..<br><br>두달만에 수업료를 2500만원을 바쳤으니...<br>진짜로..역대급 내평생에 최고의 수업료를 지불한것이다...<br><br>지난 금욜은 백만원이상 잃어버리고나니까..<br>물론 그것도 최대한 덜 손해보고 탈출했지만...<br>자율신경체계가 혼란이 왔는지...머리표피의 혈관들이 엄청나게 빨리 뛰었다..<br><br>카드단기대출까지 날리는가...싶어서...몸시<br>흔들렸던것같다...<br><br>그래도...세상사 세옹지마라고...<br>지옥과 바닥이 곧...산꼭대기가되고..<br>주식의 그래프와 차트는..세상살이 세옹지마와<br>꼭같다...<br><br>어떤 슈퍼개미초고수분께서 하신말씀...<br>자기는...모든것을 다 잃어버려도...<br>딱한가지..그동안 실패의경험과...주식실력...<br>이것만 있으면...된다고...그것이 최고의 재산이라고 했다...<br><br>나도...어짜피..가진것도없고..나이도 많고..<br>더이상 희망도없는 인생막장에...<br><br>평생 실패한 경험들과...그리고 딱한가지...주식실력만 갖추면 더 바랄게 없을것이다..<br><br><br><br><br><br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1MuAz/40be7e1c1c855f76c7e6c11f4636b2e5e48bb41e" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1MuAz/40be7e1c1c855f76c7e6c11f4636b2e5e48bb41e" data-origin-width="4032" data-origin-height="2268"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img 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마음에 걸리느냐하면...아주 어릴적..모친과 지인분이 서로 이야기나누시는걸 잠결에 들었는데..물금이란 단어가 뇌리에 박힌것이다..50년이나 넘게 지났는데도...그때박힌 물금이란 지명이....<br><br>그래서 평생 물금이란곳이 화두가 되었다.<br>우선..물속에 금가루가 많아서..불가촉천민들이 사금채취로 생활했을것같고..<br>부산하고는 북서쪽 큰 산맥으로 막혀서...<br>문명의 혜택을 못받았을것같고...<br>낙동강과 백두대간의 마지막 끝자락사이라서..<br>농토도 협소하고...그렇다고 삼량진처럼...군사지역이나 딸기농사하기도 척박했을것이다..<br><br>그런데...부산하고 가까우면서도 오지중에 오지취급받던 물금이..요즘 양산가는 지하철로 연결되고..느까배운도둑질이 날새는줄 모른다고..<br>늦바람이 무섭다고....물금이 신도시로 핫한 곳이된것같다...<br><br>10년전에는 자전거로 물금을 지나면서...<br>아주 빈티지한 카페들도 많고..독특한 예술적인 느낌이 인상적이었는데...<br><br>이번 국토종주프로젝트에서는...결국 삼량진까지만으로 자전거라이딩의<br>막을 내려야 할것같다.<br><br>어릴적 잠결속에서 들었던 어머니의 목소리..화전민들이 살던 척박한 오지땅...물금..<br><br>다음으로 기약하고...<br>이제 서울로 돌아가서는...<br>주식전투에 치열하게 임해야할것이다..<br><br>빚낸돈 3천만원..내돈 천만원..다시 카드급전 500만원...4500만원 가량 투입해서..<br>두달만에 2000만원밖에 안남았지만....<br><br>이제부터는 더이상 잃지않을수있을것같다..<br><br>두달만에 수업료를 2500만원을 바쳤으니...<br>진짜로..역대급 내평생에 최고의 수업료를 지불한것이다...<br><br>지난 금욜은 백만원이상 잃어버리고나니까..<br>물론 그것도 최대한 덜 손해보고 탈출했지만...<br>자율신경체계가 혼란이 왔는지...머리표피의 혈관들이 엄청나게 빨리 뛰었다..<br><br>카드단기대출까지 날리는가...싶어서...몸시<br>흔들렸던것같다...<br><br>그래도...세상사 세옹지마라고...<br>지옥과 바닥이 곧...산꼭대기가되고..<br>주식의 그래프와 차트는..세상살이 세옹지마와<br>꼭같다...<br><br>어떤 슈퍼개미초고수분께서 하신말씀...<br>자기는...모든것을 다 잃어버려도...<br>딱한가지..그동안 실패의경험과...주식실력...<br>이것만 있으면...된다고...그것이 최고의 재산이라고 했다...<br><br>나도...어짜피..가진것도없고..나이도 많고..<br>더이상 희망도없는 인생막장에...<br><br>평생 실패한 경험들과...그리고 딱한가지...주식실력만 갖추면 더 바랄게 없을것이다..<br><br><br><br><br><br></p>