Until face to face, tears in eyes running down on to thine.

Sometimes it is very comfortable to write my feelings and flowing pictures in English language, when I wish to be alone but not in such circumstance. I do not know what I shall fill this times' leaves up. Maybe the words through thine heart will lead me according to Thy Road with calmness and placid breath. Walking up to the rock, I could not receive the beautiful stars which came down through the night sky. Even though I slowly lift up my head beyond my feelings onto the wintry stars just to dip those twinking lights into my deep pupils, and then to send them on my lake of still waters, which is the spring that God allowed to me. I see that the light of the cross of the church is out, so which I complained with the hurt heart. God forgive me with thy merciful charity. With my supple and tender heart, I see the stars being brightly bright... Abba, Thou knowest that I confess to thee with my poorer heart and soul and thy Spirit, I can do that like him, I can do that like him. The LORD of my God should know the humbler and broken confession of mine. Years flew away, and I watch the seven stars, a little distant from the unmoving star, which are upside down in this wintry season, even to-night. But I confess that Thou canst surely command thousands stars to flow into the wanting vessel consisting of four stars of the seven stars. I feel that Truly thou received my young, childish heart with thy great heart in profound goodness and mercifulness and the lovingkindness of thine. These days, thou seest in me some comtemplations about thee and thy Word, even though I am still far away from thy Holy Holy Holy charity and wisdom, where Jesus Christ is the very Master yesterday, to-day, and evermore. What do you hope me to learn in this thy earth. Yes, thy art right and uprightly true, and righteous. At first thou shouldst sow thy Holy Spirit through Jesus Christ in my sinful flesh and then thou shalt reap me who am poor in spirit with Thine Spirit, which is my Comforter leading me to run onto thy New Jerusalem where My God Abba waits me to grant thy only graceful rewards which thou prepared from thine eternity to the very eternity of thine. I love thee with my whole spirit but I am poor and the poor in spirit. I love thee I love thee I love thee with my cordial spirit in Jesus the Christ, Amen Amen. and again Amen, Amen and constanly eternal Amens resounding and resounding from within my heart to within HOLY JAH's Heart. Inscribe me within Thine Heart of Holiness and again remember I am Thine. Yea I am Thine. Yea Yea I am Thine.