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욕심의 무덤 ‘기브롯 핫다아와’
2021.7.7
(민11:4-35)
4 The rabble with them began to crave other food, and again the Israelites started wailing and said, "If only we had meat to eat! 5 We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost--also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic. 6 But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!" 7 The manna was like coriander seed and looked like resin. 8 The people went around gathering it, and then ground it in a handmill or crushed it in a mortar. They cooked it in a pot or made it into cakes. And it tasted like something made with olive oil. 9 When the dew settled on the camp at night, the manna also came down. 10 Moses heard the people of every family wailing, each at the entrance to his tent. The LORD became exceedingly angry, and Moses was troubled. 11 He asked the LORD, "Why have you brought this trouble on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me? 12 Did I conceive all these people? Did I give them birth? Why do you tell me to carry them in my arms, as a nurse carries an infant, to the land you promised on oath to their forefathers? 13 Where can I get meat for all these people? They keep wailing to me, 'Give us meat to eat!' 14 I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me. 15 If this is how you are going to treat me, put me to death right now--if I have found favor in your eyes--and do not let me face my own ruin." 16 The LORD said to Moses: "Bring me seventy of Israel's elders who are known to you as leaders and officials among the people. Have them come to the Tent of Meeting, that they may stand there with you. 17 I will come down and speak with you there, and I will take of the Spirit that is on you and put the Spirit on them. They will help you carry the burden of the people so that you will not have to carry it alone. 18 "Tell the people: 'Consecrate yourselves in preparation for tomorrow, when you will eat meat. The LORD heard you when you wailed, "If only we had meat to eat! We were better off in Egypt!" Now the LORD will give you meat, and you will eat it. 19 You will not eat it for just one day, or two days, or five, ten or twenty days, 20 but for a whole month--until it comes out of your nostrils and you loathe it--because you have rejected the LORD, who is among you, and have wailed before him, saying, "Why did we ever leave Egypt?" '" 21 But Moses said, "Here I am among six hundred thousand men on foot, and you say, 'I will give them meat to eat for a whole month!' 22 Would they have enough if flocks and herds were slaughtered for them? Would they have enough if all the fish in the sea were caught for them?" 23 The LORD answered Moses, "Is the LORD'S arm too short? You will now see whether or not what I say will come true for you." 24 So Moses went out and told the people what the LORD had said. He brought together seventy of their elders and had them stand around the Tent. 25 Then the LORD came down in the cloud and spoke with him, and he took of the Spirit that was on him and put the Spirit on the seventy elders. When the Spirit rested on them, they prophesied, but they did not do so again. 26 However, two men, whose names were Eldad and Medad, had remained in the camp. They were listed among the elders, but did not go out to the Tent. Yet the Spirit also rested on them, and they prophesied in the camp. 27 A young man ran and told Moses, "Eldad and Medad are prophesying in the camp." 28 Joshua son of Nun, who had been Moses' aide since youth, spoke up and said, "Moses, my lord, stop them!" 29 But Moses replied, "Are you jealous for my sake? I wish that all the LORD'S people were prophets and that the LORD would put his Spirit on them!" 30 Then Moses and the elders of Israel returned to the camp. 31 Now a wind went out from the LORD and drove quail in from the sea. It brought them down all around the camp to about three feet above the ground, as far as a day's walk in any direction. 32 All that day and night and all the next day the people went out and gathered quail. No one gathered less than ten homers. Then they spread them out all around the camp. 33 But while the meat was still between their teeth and before it could be consumed, the anger of the LORD burned against the people, and he struck them with a severe plague. 34 Therefore the place was named Kibroth Hattaavah, because there they buried the people who had craved other food. 35 From Kibroth Hattaavah the people traveled to Hazeroth and stayed there.
사람이 오랫동안 같은 음식을 먹으면
질린다 ... 할 수 있다
사람이 식물성 음식을 먹다 보면 육식(肉食)을 하고 픈 마음이 들 수 있다
어찌보면 당연한 일이라 아니할 수 없다
하지만
원망불평(怨望不平)은 바람직하지 않다
혹여 그럴 수 밖에 없는 상황이라도
해도 됨이 있고 결단코 해서는 안되는 말이 있다
하나님께서 아브라함에게 민족이 되게
하늘의 별과 바다의 모래같이 많게 해 주시겠다는 약속을 해주신 때가
약 BC2091 이라 한다면 출애굽은 약 BC1446 이라 할 수 있는데
645년동안 하나님은 이를 위하여 공(功)을 들였다는 사실을 알 수 있다
그러는 과정에서
애굽에 10대재앙을 비롯하여 +α 애굽군대 홍해수장 곧 11대재앙을 시행하셨고
구름기둥 불기둥으로 저들을 인하도혔으며
저들을 보호하기 위하여 수 많은 기적(奇蹟) 은혜은총긍휼자비(恩惠恩寵矜恤慈悲)를 베풀었건만...
그들은
“애굽에 있을 때...”라는 말을 함으로써
하나님이 하신 일이 복(福)이 아니라 저주(咀呪)였다는 의미의 말을
거침없이 쏟아 내었던 것
신비하게 새벽마다
하늘에서 내려 온 만나
인생들은 아무 수고도 하지 않았음에도
거저 주시는 그것 그 은혜를 입고 있음에도 불구하고...
이런 그들의 원성(怨聲)에 직격탄을 맞은 모세
짐이 너무 무겁다고
하나님께 아뢰는데...
오늘은 그 소리를 듣는 하나님 아버지의 마음이 얼마나 아프셨을까...하는 생각이 든다
백성들의 속성(屬性)
무지몽매(無知蒙昧) 자연인(自然人)일 터이니
육의 욕구(慾求)에 따라 언행심사(言行心思)가 나오는 것은
어찌 보면 지당(至當)...
하지만 그래도 33절
하나님의 극심한 전염병을 내리셔서 수 많은 사람들이 죽음에 이르게 하심은
일벌백계(一罰百戒)를 위함이 아닌가 싶다
그렇게 함으로 더 많은 사람들이 구원은총(救援恩寵)을 받을 수 있게 하기 위함 이었던 것
그러나 진노 가운데서도
메추라기를 몰아다 장정만 60만명이나 되는 그들
여자 아이 20세 이하 50세 이상 모두 합하면 약 300~600만명
그들 모두를 먹이시는 하나님의 숨은 사랑을 발견케 된다
하지만 ‘기브롯 핫아아와(Kibroth Hattaavah)’
곧 ‘욕심의 무덤’이라는 뜻의 지명(地名)이 생기게 하심은
그날의 실수를 답습하지 말라는
후대들에 대한 경고라 아니할 수 없다
코로나19의 현실
좀처럼 끝이 보이지 않는
변이 바이러스...
그 바이러스가 인간들을 조롱하고 있는 듯 하다
회개회개(悔改回改)해야 하고
하도록 해야 하는게 나의 사명인데
아~
무능(無能)...
오직
빌립보서 4:13절
사도행전 1:8절만이 유일무이(唯一無二)
주여~ 모세를 사용하시듯 저를 그렇게 사용하시면 아니되겠사옵니까?
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♬ 낮엔 해처럼 밤엔 달처럼 m0153-1023
1. 낮엔 해처럼 밤엔 달처럼 그렇게 살 순 없을까
욕심도 없이 어둔 세상 비추어
온전히 남을 위해 살듯이
나의 일생에 꿈이 있다면 이땅에 빛과 소금되어
가난한 영혼 지친 영혼을 주님께 인도하고픈데
나의 욕심이 나의 못난 자아가
언제나 커다란 짐 되어
나를 짓눌러 맘을 곤고케 하니
예수여 나를 도와주소서
2. 예수님처럼 바울처럼 그렇게 살 순 없을까
남을 위하여 당신들의 온 몸을
온전히 버리셨던 것처럼
주의 사랑은 베푸는 사랑 값없이 그저주는 사랑
그러나 나는 주는 것보다 받는것 더욱 좋아하니
나의 입술은 주님 닮은 듯하나
내 맘은 아직도 추하여
받을 사랑만 계수하고 있으니
예수여 나를 도와 주소서