You're just sitting and relaxing. And you feel great about what you're doing. That said, everything is fine except for one thing. The failure to get your reward on time is sort of turning you into an unhappy camper. You ripped off your jacket, thinking to yourself that it can be quite a big deal if you just stand back in the back. But you felt your age as you hesitated to fight back. Instead, you decided that material possessions are not the only thing you spend your energy on, and you ended up with a clear mind only to stay low key. On a side note, there's a foreboding that it'll be an uphill struggle in anticipation for summer.