The sudden cancellation of promise

[ji young]

February, 12th , Thur. rainny

My kids were supposed to sleep in the kindergarten tonight.

This was a kind of event for students who would graduate on this month.

My children looked very happy when they went to the kindergarten this morning.

Maybe they expected the night time when they would spend with their friends and teachers at the kindergarten,

I also expected the time when I would spend without my kids.

Of course, I love them so much, but I sometimes want more free time without them.

A couple of days ago, I told my best friend about it and she offered me to meet her near her house.

I had to go far and late to meet her because she's working and lives in Gangnam area.

My husband's company is near her house and he always finishes his work late.

So I was planning to go back home with my husband after meeting my friend.

After my English class, I didn't take off my make-up and waited for the appointed time.

I turned off all the light to head for the appointed place at 5 PM sharply and then my cell phone suddenly rang.

This was my friend and she said sorry for having to call off our promise.

She couldn't keep our promise, since she should suddenly and unexpectedly work overtime.

Although I said to her that I was OK. I stood in the dark room for a while after hanging up my phone, wearing my jacket and holding my bag.

Because of the sudden cancellation of the promise, I didn't know what to do.

I tried to come up with someone who I could meet right now, but there was no one.

Most of my acquaintances have their own kids. So it's impossible for them to go out without their kids at dinner time.

If I felt hungry, I would have gone out to eat something delicious alone.

Unfortunately I had already have some snacks to appease my hunger because I skipped my lunch.

I took off my jacket and sat at the table to study English.

All of the sudden, I felt sad and cold.

Playing the violin could make me feel better.

However, It was also too late to play it.

I became down and down.

Even though I have plenty of time tonight, I don't have anyone who I'll meet and anything that I will do except studying.

I'd better go to bed earlier than usual.

Only sleeping can help me feel better.

[Cindy]

TT How come!!! Sorry to hear that. Why don't you sip acohol?

[ji young]

Drinking alone would make me feel sadder.

[펌킨]

Jiyoung~~ My feeling was just like you last night I suddenly felt lonely with my free night,eventhough I usually could manage and enjoy it.Please call me and Cindy next time to sip alcohol^^.

[ji young]

Maybe such a change will never come to me. I'm sad.

[아제아제]

I'm sorry to hear that Jiyoung. But why don't you have a spend time in downtown and come back home with your husband.

[ji young]

My husband's very busy. He came back home at around 2 AM yesterday.

[펌킨]

ㅋㅋ you must have missed a special chance to have fun that day !!But I think you could have enjoyed the free night in your own way^^I

[곽성희]

lonely lonely lonely i hate lonely...ㅠ,.ㅠ..

[ARIEL]

Sometimes, I really want to feel lonely without my children. ^_^