138 (There goes December)

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It still feels weird to think about the fraud two years ago. You're very firm with it, but still you don't know how much it changed you. Simply, it has made a huge dent in your self-esteem. Vulnerability doubled, and absolutely, it left you with a traumatic memory. And it has played a role of a locomotive to drag you along the downward spiral. At any moment, it can return to knock you at the nadir again, but you've changed a bit. You can control the decline or fall with smart choices along the way as long as you'd much rather believe that it's a blessing in disguise. Then it's not going to be about just a painful experience. Come to think of it, it's been really really lovey having it early on in the latter half of your life. It put you in the perfect position to let go of all the clutter.  And you're not even afraid of finding yourself in danger.  Come on, think about this. You're turning 60, and you'd find yourself in a bit of a stumble and a tumble and a rumble. But Chances are you're not struggling with your age at the least. You'd love to shed all of their extra weight on your shoulder, and you'll stumble upon the best thing about being exploited. You can keep your mind tuned in and in a smart way, you can approach your age.