Well, you don't seem to be unable to drink any alcohol at all, because you fell asleep after taking just a small amount of wine. Curiosity!, I ensure that everyone has it, it normally drives us crazy until we try and get to know what it is and how it is. As a matter of fact, after that, we are sometimes likely to be disappointed in the case that it isn't much interesting enough to satisfy, and even sometimes much more excited when it is beyond our expectation, so that we won't be resistant to keep doing so. Whatever they are, curiosity is part of our human nature. Whenever we face with it and are fufilling it, we become as if we were Pandora, who opened the box with unimmaginable curiosity prohibited from being uncovered by the God. That's what a human being is, although we are somehow able to predict what it would be, nothing could stop us from doing so. On the one hand, there are those who are called wise and brilliant claim how awakard we are, due to the fact that we look as if an insect is flying directly into the fire, even if it is aware of being killed. On the other hand, a lot of people are inclined to console us with emphasizing that there is no point blaming us for doing so, because what they believe is the fact that we by and large learn from trial and error. In addition to that, they insist that there is no boundry between the God and a human, if we are able to forecast everything what would happen in the future and what the result could be prior to begin.
As far as I am concerned, we all tend to do our utmost when a matter is given to us in order to sort it out. There is no gaurantee whether or not it would be successful, though. Despite this fact, do we have to be scared of trying it(come on man, don't be a chicken), otherwise, do we have to actively make us simple and bravely focus on just its one side, which is a positive aspect? Perhaps, who knows what's going to happen, there is always a possiblility that a miracle comes to us in its process. Whatever there would be, one thing I am able to assure is your effort. As long as you try your best towards your concerns, problems and whatever, there is more an optimistic result than a negative one, moreover, you won't regret any longer, because you will be able to tell anyone that you don't deplore because you did your best.