On awakening, you were stunned by a totally different version of you. As reflected in the mirror, you looked so drained much like the cherry blossoms about to fall in the rain. You acted as if nothing had happened. But no superlatives were adequately enough to describe how overwhelmed you felt when you went through a huge change in personnel. The only course of action left to you was to go outside. When you were left with the same familiar feeling you had about your presence, you started to be soothed by cherry blossoms in the air. It was all about the mystique of enjoying being yourself and being renewed. With the beauty etched in full bloom, you were not a loner in your suffering. It is no doubt that they are most cherished now, but forsythia and royal azaleas would take their place in about two weeks. By the time they all end up falling to the ground, you'll find yourself in the wake of their history over the season. And then they're nothing but a gesture of season to symbolize a fleeting nature of life. And then you're detached from the delusion of guaranteed job security. And it'll soon begin to build up in the intensity of green, and you could barely see the boundaries between you and them.