several things have been torturing me these days. and the worst thing is I have no one to talk to about these. of course I do have friends, but as I am getting old, it dosn't seem so easy to tell everything even to the person I have been thinking as my close friend. maybe I am getting weak, not old.....
love, work...they don't seem in the right order. they are all messed up. Once I read an article saying life is like the game in which you are juggling with five balls in the air, and I think that's really true....I used to think what if I just stop juggling all of a sudden. and after a while I realize I have no gut to do so.
keep talking to myself. hard times always just fade away....want some beer....
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