4:00 getting out of bed 6:00 departure 7:00 arrival at work. I don't feel like working out today. Canker sores were painful and the aftertaste of Brahms was still fresh in my ears. A cup of brewed coffe taken at 7:00 PM yesterday. Caffeine makes me awake. Concert hall at Seoul Arts Center, Jeong MyoungHoon and Asian Philharmonic, Brahms Symphony #4. Wagner overture of Tanhauser, Tristan and Isolde. I was sitting in the seat of the first row, feeling like sound and light arising along the time in space. I realized that emotional expression is made through five senses. Conductor Maestro Jung, whose side face looked sensitive and worn, reminded me of lonely Brahms and my elder brother. Before I knew, I gave a standing ovation to him. Standing ovation~~I didn't know how important the human environment is and the art stimulates men. The arts can't bring salvation to human beings but motivates them to be more patient and striving. Such names as Jung Kyounghwa, Jung Myunghwa occurred across my mind automatically. I wondered who their mother, Lee wonsook was about. The magnanimous mother, passionate children!!! The brain cells are so elaborate to be able to such symphonies. The orchestral members were very consistent in the way they played their instruments. I saw them making various sounds into harmony through mental unification. The crowd was as much a part of the spectacle as the players on the stage. They were absorbed into one through music, sharing each others' feelings. It is caught in that way and not taught. The individual players are highly concentrated and pass through the great and impressive process of being single-minded. I saw many of parts gathering to be a whole. There were bones and fleshes in the music. The daily routine is also a perfect harmony of thoughts, feelings and physical senses. The heavens, earth and time flow into oneness in a natural way. All that I can do is to live as a main character. All that I should do is to sing a song of love for Father. Who's concerned that the sky falls? Who cares about the sunrise? Enjoy today in harmony and leisurely. Living is an endless repetition of giving thanks to Father and feeling grateful. How precious my eyes and ears and nose are. Accept everything the way it is. Throw away prejudice and stereotypes and admit what enters into your senses. All things are blessings of Father. Just prevent your brain from spoiling due to strong anger. Tomorrow I'm supposed to use legs.
첫댓글 정말오랜만에예술의전당음악회에갔네요!역시 정명훈이 만들어내는 화음은 공간 의 소리를 넘어 빛이되고 정신이 되는군요.
소리도 색깔도 다양한 명도와 채도가 있듯이 우리의 삶도 그러하겠죠! 우린 지금 어떤 소리와 빛으로 살고 있을까요? 알펜시아에서 열리고 있는 평창음악제에 가고 싶다는 생각을 합니다. 시간을 낼수 없나요?