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#2 하영&유빈..번외 [당신께영원히충성할것을...하늘에있는신께맹세합니다...] [유빈시점...] 하영님...즉...루시퍼를만났던날은..검은구름이하늘을가득매운..날이었습니다... 그날도..전...골목에있는..양아치에게..시비를걸어싸우고잇었죠... 그런데..그날은..술을마셔서그런지..몸이말을듣지않더군요... 거기다가..제가싸우던녀석들은...전에..저에게..흠씬..두들겨맞았던녀석들이라... 술에..취한절보고...다가왔던거겠죠...? 하.......그녀석들을다쓰러트리고...비틀거리며돌아섯는데........ "으......흑..............." 하....칼을지니고있을줄이야..... '털썩......' 내가쓰러지자...당황항듯한녀석..... "으....으.....내가..아니야......내가...그런거..아니야..아악...!!!!!" '퍼억!!!' '털썩....' 갑자기.쓰러지는녀석.... 누....구........? "킥...비겁한녀석이군....나도비겁하긴하지만..이정도는아닌데말이야...." 누구지....? "음..넌쫌쓸만한것같군...너...내밑에서일하지않을래...?.. 음.....대답은나중에듣는게좋을것같군..." 여자....?.... 밑에서...일한다라.............................. 그렇게..난..잠이들엇다.... . . . . 으윽.....여기가..어디지...? 하얀걸..보니..아직..죽은것같지는않군.. 킥....어미를..죽인자식이..천당에..갈리는없잖아... 지옥불에푹푹.삶아져도모자란판에말이야..... "일어난건가....?" 누구...지......? "아..날 기억하지..못하는것같군..." "........" "너..내밑에서일하지않을래...?" "........" "왜..대답이없지...?" "...킥....어디서..일을하는데...?" "..조폭이야..d..i...e...다이.." "다이...죽다라.....킥...." "..왜....웃는거지...?" "..엄마란사람..죽인년도들어갈수있는거냐...?" "........" "존나...할말을잃었냐...킥...빨리..꺼져...여기까지..데려다준건..고맙다.." "...성..유빈...너...그거..죄..책감이냐...?" "하..내이름도알고있네...킥...죄책감이라....너..나에대해선..다..알고있다는건가...?" "아니..다알지는못해..아무리..캐낼려고해도...알기힘들더군.. 알고잇는건..니..이름과..니옆에아무도없다는거.." "하...그거면..많이알고있네...고아라는..년..뭐하러받아주려고하는거냐..?" "........." "나같은...년....뭐하러받아주려고하는거냐고!!너도...동정이냐...? 킥..그런거라면..지금당장...꺼져....." ".........." "나가!!!!!!!나가라고!!!!!!!!!" ".....오늘은..돌아간다...마음바뀌면...언제든지..나한테말해...그럼....아..내이름은...루시퍼....." '콰앙..' "........루시퍼..킥..루시퍼라......................." 꿈도꾸지마세요...전....조폭에발을담글수가없어요... 날너무사랑했던..아빠가.........조폭에게...당해..돌아가셨으니깐...그러니깐..안되..... 거기에들어가면...나...진짜..돌아버릴지도..몰라............. "나가야겠어...더이상...이곳에..있고싶지않아...숨막혀....하...." 아빠가..죽어간곳에..있고싶지않아... 옷을갈아입고..그냥....나와버렸다.... 돈은...나중에줄께요....나..가진게..아무것도...없어서.... . .' . . 집으로..돌아왔다.. 깜깜하다....아무것도..보이지않아... 차리리..잘된건가...?아빠가...하늘에세..내..눈물을볼수없을테니말이야... "미안해요..아빠..지켜주지못해서...사랑해요..아빠....이세상누구보다....으흑........" 내가할수있는건...아빠사진을보며..사랑한다는말과..사과밖에..없는..듯... 그렇게...몇일이..흘렀다....... '쾅쾅쾅!!' "성유빈!!너여기에잇지..너..여기에있는거다..알아..누가..도망치래!!!어?!!빨리..문열어.." "꺼져...." "성유빈!!!" "시끄러워...닥치고빨리가라고!!!!왜..왜!!도데체!나한테!!왜그러냐고!!!!" '끼익-' "마음에들었다고했잖아..." "후..어떻게하면..더이상..내앞에..나타나지않을꺼지!?한판붙으면되는건가...?" "음..그것도멋지군..." "후..그래..한판붙자구...오늘은..몸이..말이아니니깐..내일로해..." "좋을대로.." "만약..내일..내가당신에게..진..다면...영원의..충성을맹세하지.." "그래..?니가이기면...?" "다시는..내앞에..나타나지마..." "아~좋아...무조건..내가이길꺼니깐.." "그렇게..자신만만해..하지말라고..." "푸웁..그런가?!아~무기는?" "필요없어...그이쁜얼굴에...상처낼수는없잖아..?" "킥..이쁘다라..고맙군..." "진실을말했을뿐이야...조폭만아니였다면...친구로삼았으면..좋을것같군..." "킥...내일시간하고는?" "내일..강산공원에서..저녁6시에만나자..." "오캐이..몸조리잘하라고..." '끼익-' "킥..시끄럽군...하지만..한판붙자는말에.. 차가운눈빛을보내는건..나도놀랬어... 내일이..기대되는군..." 다음날..저녁6시.. "어..?벌써..왔있엇네...." "늦었군...." "이제..6시인데..?" "......" "킥킥...이제...시작할까...?" "그래야겠지..." "...star..." '휙휙휙~' 빠르다..... "휙휙~퍼억!!" "으윽....." 나..맞은건가..윽..정말..아프군... "뭐야..벌써무릎을꿇은거가...?킥..역시..그몸으론무리인것같군..." "으윽..누가..포기했다고하는거지....?" "풉...한대라도..치면기절할꺼같은데..." "괜찮아...다시....시작해...으윽...." "뭐..니가그렇다면...." '휙휙휙~' "퍼억퍼억....." "으윽..하아..하아..하..아...." "그럼..이번이마지막이다...." "누구..마음..하아..대..로........" "퍼억~" 킥..뭐야..나...진...건가...? 하..눈이감긴다.....이겨야...하..는...ㄷ...ㅔ........ . . . . . "여기가.....어디...?" "오호-깻나보군...." "너......?!" "그래..나야..." "후..여기가...어디지...?" "병원에서도망친걸보면..별로..좋아하지않는것같아서..뭐..나도싫고말이야.." "여디냐고..물었어..." "우리집..." "뭐..?" "우리집이라고...너..기절햇던거알고있지..?" "....얼마정도잔거지..?" "지금이....오후니깐.....11시간35분12초정도..잤을껄..?" "그걸..세고있냐...?11시간이면..오래잤군..나..간다..." '타악-' "..뭐야...?" "약속..했잖아...." "......." "내가이겼잖아...." "........께..." "...응?" "지킨다고....!!" "진짜....?" "내가..거짓말할것같아...?" "...어...." "어는무슨..맹세라도..하면믿겠냐...?" ".........." "너..신이란..존재를믿냐...?" "갑자기..왠..신...?" "묻는말에..대답이나해..." "..아니.." "킥..나도처음엔..믿지않았어..신..따위..엄마가..다른남자를만나고...아빠를버렸을때..킥........" "..........." "그리고...얼마..뒤..아빠가..죽었죠........" "............" "....죽인사람은...엄마의또...다른남편이었죠..." ".........." "엄마가살아가는데...거름돌이된다나...?" "...너는..어떻게..산거지....?" "킥...엄마의..부탁이...었어요..." "........" "그렇게..아빠가..죽고...난...복수하기위해..힘을길렀죠.." "그래서..복수는..했나..?" "킥..그래서..내가..이렇게..된거죠...엄마를..죽엿다라...맞아요..내가죽인거죠..." "........" "그여자가..아빠와..나를..버렸듯이..나도..그여자를..버렸고..그여잔......자살했죠...." "왜지...?" "폭력이죠....그남자가..폭력을..행사했다나봐요..." "......." "그여자가...죽기..전에...날..찾아왔는데...난..매몰차게..싫다고했어요..." "......." "아빠와..날..버린여잔...필요없었죠...." "......" "그런데...진자죽을줄이야....킥..." "......." "그러고..나서..신이있길..바랬지...우리..착한..아빠가...천당에..갈수있게..." "........." "하..나..당신에게...무슨소릴..하는건지...이래도..날..받아드릴건가...?" "....당연하지..내가..처음부터..마음에든건..가져야..한다구..." "........당신의이름이...뭐라고했지?" "루시퍼..이게..내..이름이다..." "루시퍼...?킥..그럼..아빠이름은..뭐라는거야,,킥.." "아..아니야..본명은...류..하영..." "킥..본명이더..이쁜것..같군..." "그런가...?" "아..자들어도..약속은..지켜야지..." "...?...." "나..성유빈..당신께영원히충성할것을......" "아아..잠깐만.." "...?..." "..말해줄께있어...약속해줬으면해서...." "........." "..다른사람들은..내..본명을몰라..그러니..루시퍼라고..불러줘.." "그러줘..." "그리고...." "...?..." "..우리조직에선..무릎을꿇는건..안되는거야..나한테도..누구한테든..그것만..지키면되.." "킥..그러죠....그..정도쯤이야....아빠에게...죄송하긴..하지만.." "......." "..당신께..영원히..충성할것을...하늘에..있는..신..께...맹세..합니다..." 이렇게..난..루시퍼를만났고..지금까지..루시퍼에게..충성하고있다.. 과거에도충성해왔고.. 현재에도충성하고있으며................. 미래에도충성할것이다...