성령에 의한 삶을 살라
2015.12.14. (분당 차병원 입원실에서)
(갈5:16-26)
16 So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. 17 For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law. 19 The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. 26 Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.
바울의 말
성령에 의한 삶을 살라
늘 그런 줄 알았는데
살펴보면...뒤돌아보면...언제나 내 뜻 내 판단대로 산 내 모습이 보인다
세월의 흐름속에
내 의지는 풍화를 거듭
깊은 병이 들어서야
내가 할 수 있는 것이 정말 없다하는 생각이 전인화 되고...
온전히 주님의 처분에 내 모든 것을 맡긴 내 마음에
비로소 평안이 깃든다
성령의 열매는
사랑 기쁨(joy) 평안 오래참음 친절 선함 믿음 온유 자기절제라 했는데....
지금같아선
앞으로의 내 삶이 성령의 인도하심따라 살 것도 같은데...
과연
내 본연의 삶으로 돌아가면 지금의 뜻 따라 될는지...
주님!
도우소서...인도하소서...압도하소서....!!