거꾸로 보는 세상은? 갑작스런 밤새안녕 척추협착 디스크통증과 싸우며 고통의신비를 체험하는 이순간 모든것이 기적이고 감사하다

<p style="text-align: left;">밤새 안녕하시지요?<br>잠자고 일어났더니 통증으로 <br>그냥 누워있는 사람이 <br>될수도 있음을 경험하고 나니<br>모든것이 감사이고 축복입니다.<br>ㅋㅋ<br>급성으로 온 퇴행성 척추협착 디스크로 <br>대전의 척추전문병원에서 여러검사후<br>허리통증 완화주사 맞고 살아나 <br>살살 움직이고 있습니다.<br>고통의 신비?를 체험하는 중입니다.<br><br><b><span style="color: #0593D3;"> 한발 딛는것이 기적임을 리얼하게<br>체험합니다</span></b></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/239d71690cfa7614225d87ddedbef8e575313a01" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/239d71690cfa7614225d87ddedbef8e575313a01" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">다리한쪽 움직이는데 30초<br>고통없이 움직일수 있는 것이 기적이고<br>500ml 물병을 통증없이 들수있는거도<br>기적입니다.<br>손에 무언가를 들고<br>걸을수 있다는 것은 더큰 축복이고<br>기적임을 체험하는 고통의 신비를 <br>알게하니 모든게 축복이고 감사합니다 <br><br>대전 도심의 풍경 <br>아침에 거꾸로 누워서 본 풍경<br>이제는 앉아서 볼수 있으니 좋네요 ㅎㅎ</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/8c746e088e7948afc165f6c1a7fa836d6107948e" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/8c746e088e7948afc165f6c1a7fa836d6107948e" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">갑작스런 통증에 어제 내내<br>코칭해준<br>대체의학 권은송박사님이<br>오셔서 맛나는 밥도 사주시구<br>저녁지을 울신랑 푸우님 걱정하며<br>맛난 꼬마김밥도 사서 포장해 주시고<br>모든게 감사이고 또 감사합니다❣ <br>ㅎㅎ<br>이제는 앉아서 먹을수 있으니 좋네요.<br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/0c3503734d6794e74efdbd5f85fb8e96b15333af" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/0c3503734d6794e74efdbd5f85fb8e96b15333af" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;">푸드표현상담 전문강사1급과정 <br>선생님들의 지지와 응원도 모두들~<br>감사합니다~<br>디스크 초기라 시술이나 수술보다는 <br>주사와 약물치료를 병행하는데 너무 급해 병원가 정확한 진단명 알았구요<br>죽는병은 아니데 고통이 엄청 심하네요.<br><br>다리 하나 옮기는데 10초~30초<br>일어나는데 5~10분<br>ㅋㅋ새벽 3시에 깨어 <br>장난아닌 통증 얌전히 있다<br>아침 6시30분부터는 푸우님이 깨어 진짜 옆에서 저로인해 고생 엄청했어요. 신랑이 최고에요<br>모든것을 케어해줘야하는 허리병이네요.<br><br>12시간동안 심한통증을 다스리며 뇌과학적으로 다스리려 준비해 진통제 먹으니 좀 나아져 오후 3시이후 조금씩 움직이게 되었어요.<br><br>앞으로는 디스크를 잘 다스려서<br>뇌과학들의 이론으로 셀프테라피 해서 자가치료하려구요<br>대체의학관점 푸놀치셀프테라피로요</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/1d2e0e0de660d49f02e3ba62220a511842fd9df7" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/1d2e0e0de660d49f02e3ba62220a511842fd9df7" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><b><span style="color: #0DB4A0;">허리병 디스크는 누군가 말하길<br>공주병이란다<br>안움직이면 안프다.<br>근데 일어나려면 온옴이 뽀게질듯 아프다.<br>특히 허리중심이 쪼개지는 통증이 <br>일어나려면 몸이 움직이기위해<br>천천히 준비하는 시간이 필요하다.<br>그런데<br>친절한 병원에 오니<br>천천히 천천히 <br>이말이 좋다<br><br>우째 이런일이?<br>갑자기 허리병이 생겨 <br>대전척추전문병원에 와있다.<br>MRI랑 X레이찍고<br>햇살 바른 창가에 앉아 바라 보니 참 따숩다.</span></b></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/e8d03004e2813559b3f98d949547c93d19ad1e46" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/e8d03004e2813559b3f98d949547c93d19ad1e46" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;">지난주 월요일 푸놀치공개강좌 84회<br>맛과 멋을 아는 삶에 대한 강의를 했었다.<br>그리고 <br>준비중인 영성아카데미 과정<br> ㆍㆍ<br>짧은 시간속에 참으로 많은일들<br>다가오는 여러가지 사건들<br><br>신神은<br>지금이순간 내게 무엇을 <br>알아차리게 하려는 것일까.<br><br>차안에 누워서 바라보는 하늘</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/ed1cc762c4795ac6c25208f014e94dfb3979033d" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/ed1cc762c4795ac6c25208f014e94dfb3979033d" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;">인생의 단맛 쓴맛<br>온갖 종류의 맛을 아는 삶을 살게하시려나<br>갑자기 새벽 3시에 찾아온 허리통증<br>한걸음 움직이기위해 일어서는데<br>통증덕분에 10분의 시간이 더 필요하다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/ee62f8a2091c4e46ae55f302e48a45f9aaa2529b" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/ee62f8a2091c4e46ae55f302e48a45f9aaa2529b" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;">몸의 중심 허리<br>직립보행하는 사람들에게 중요한 기관<br>허리</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/99c9df6edd392efb4f60797be2a70f2385a94c35" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/99c9df6edd392efb4f60797be2a70f2385a94c35" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">왜일까?<br>왜 갑자기 통증이 찾아왔을까?<br>이 통증은 내게 무엇을 알게하려는 것인지<br>이 갑작스런 허리 통증을 통해<br>나는 다시 또 배우고 있다.<br>몸의 중요성을<br>장애인의 삶을<br>비장애인으로 누렸던 그 모든 혜택들이<br>새삼 얼마나 축복이고 은총이었는지<br>새삼 감사가 더 솟아난다<br>감사한 마음으로 받아들여야지<br>고통도 살아있으니 누리는것<br>고통의 신비이다</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/d4e478309621c73fb355dc7fa4db18f02c8a59fa" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/d4e478309621c73fb355dc7fa4db18f02c8a59fa" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;">방향제시 선을 따라 촬영실로</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/d7ffa6ce06ec8bf2ca0780d8eac8355674713040" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/d7ffa6ce06ec8bf2ca0780d8eac8355674713040" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">우리의 인생도 늘 친절한<br>안내표지가 있으면 어떨까?<br>순서도에 따라<br>Yes? No? 선택못함?<br>글쎄? ? ?<br></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/e382c32308b18481e5259f451fd37b620bf9d3e0" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/e382c32308b18481e5259f451fd37b620bf9d3e0" data-origin-width="1009" data-origin-height="818"></div><p style="text-align: left;">퇴행성 척추협착으로 인한 디스크<br>진단명이 나왔다.</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/dd95ce9c890b0e2cb66da8f6c727da7ed1e98b46" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/dd95ce9c890b0e2cb66da8f6c727da7ed1e98b46" data-origin-width="619" data-origin-height="476"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>당분간 혼자 외출 어렵다.<br>내옆의 수호천사는 신랑푸우님<br>고맙고 고맙고 감사한 나의 님<br><br>참참<br>인생은 계속된 배움의 연속이다.<br>토요일 수업후 <br>예당화이트하우스카페에 간것이<br>혼자서 하는 마지막외출</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/88e13d532edce6642f2ea3e2d8b7f89c85c1f1fd" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/88e13d532edce6642f2ea3e2d8b7f89c85c1f1fd" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/3326a61665dd12f517d5ad3bb45b256f148904dd" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/3326a61665dd12f517d5ad3bb45b256f148904dd" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/66c19c876ade098aa26bb8ee47331cb0e3ef810d" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/66c19c876ade098aa26bb8ee47331cb0e3ef810d" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/1e16f2bf38c36e7d8cd75d244a5141977a6e7220" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/1e16f2bf38c36e7d8cd75d244a5141977a6e7220" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/b324bc037742f3edb43c0450d81c19ab59221821" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/b324bc037742f3edb43c0450d81c19ab59221821" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">부모님집구하기에 신경을 많이 썼을까<br>스트레스를 많이 받으면 근육통이 생기고<br>몸에 취약한 곳에 나타난다는데<br>허리병은 평생 처음인데~~~<br>왜 갑자기 지금일까?</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/f769d66f35d9c01d18c40c59fe04e875ef5c3ea1" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/f769d66f35d9c01d18c40c59fe04e875ef5c3ea1" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/1136887ec6e4dddae0e1b936ac0e42894754ee04" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/1136887ec6e4dddae0e1b936ac0e42894754ee04" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">⁠간절함을 담아 기도하면 <br>이루어지는 #믿음의신비 <br>엄마의 다시시작하는 시간 <br>#천안의봄<br><br>드디어 구해졌다<br>엄마아버지의집</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/33dd4142aa9fd359691981c172adb07e542133f2" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/33dd4142aa9fd359691981c172adb07e542133f2" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/5c5d3994b8075dc003e8bd9a4ef4578251e9481a" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/5c5d3994b8075dc003e8bd9a4ef4578251e9481a" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;">참으로 다행이고 감사하다</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/2925769d520a5639e8bf8cc94e7609c02d815ee5" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/2925769d520a5639e8bf8cc94e7609c02d815ee5" 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class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/82625ba7d8c71a006a6192e5b64692ea6e6043b6" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/791a62b445528ef777cf4013ab87afdb519de448" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/791a62b445528ef777cf4013ab87afdb519de448" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/2d0d8d17721ab38756c1cabbaae7eee298cd7ef4" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/2d0d8d17721ab38756c1cabbaae7eee298cd7ef4" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/bc4e62366b34ea58583e70b66286c17ad280cf29" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/16hRm/bc4e62366b34ea58583e70b66286c17ad280cf29" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><b><span style="color: #0593D3;">구질구질한 삶?<br>우아한 삶?<br>ㅋㅋ<br>몸이 움직이지 않으니<br>신체적 자존감이 떨어지면서 <br>내모습이 웃기고 구질구질? 한거같다.</span></b></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/9943e4047cbaf7757e202614462c2f2efec72e90" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/9943e4047cbaf7757e202614462c2f2efec72e90" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/3f49893a3f24a1cd7b0e4e8f80787aecc0d47fb8" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/3f49893a3f24a1cd7b0e4e8f80787aecc0d47fb8" data-origin-width="2880" data-origin-height="2160"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><b><span style="color: #0593D3;"><br>휠췌어타고 장애인 화장실 가서<br>내모습이 쿠질하댔더니<br>신랑푸우가 아니란다.<br>요즘은 그덕분에 살아간다.<br>고마운 사람</span></b></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/2033bcdd36b7ea8b68a0a8ca0ffed8cfc4fcc0b8" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/2033bcdd36b7ea8b68a0a8ca0ffed8cfc4fcc0b8" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">어제 오후 잠시<br>진통제먹고 바라본 풍경<br>와송꽃</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/09de44e5132b7e4182834f6bff8c0d97de011db8" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/09de44e5132b7e4182834f6bff8c0d97de011db8" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/52667e8144ba391ae90cb9ac6279af1166e2627b" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/52667e8144ba391ae90cb9ac6279af1166e2627b" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><b><span style="color: #0DB4A0;">사람人 <br>人字의 모습을 절감하는 요며칠<br>혼자서는 아무것도 할수 없는 상태<br>참<br>참</span></b></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/143946cf96bd14375b56933f509610d201f781fb" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/143946cf96bd14375b56933f509610d201f781fb" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;">아무도 지켜보는 이없어도<br>초록이들은 스스로 아름답다</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/18fcc9d6f15148d4261c617e0728a9794259f794" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1RZXp/18fcc9d6f15148d4261c617e0728a9794259f794" data-origin-width="2160" data-origin-height="2880"></div><p style="text-align: left;"></p>