To my friend, Sue (Amaryllis)

[Myst]

Nice to hear from you again, Sue.



Funny, I was advicing you before about the affairs of the heart but now you arehere to comfort me. I never thought liquor could taste so sweet but last night I drank so much because my heart is exploding.



Sue, do you know why I grieve so much? She is to be married next month. We have been talking on the net for quite a while but we both new that we love each other. At the later part of last year I travelled so much... I was not able to communicate with her for one whole month. She cried that time.. she thought that I had no feelings for her. A lot of people love her... a lot of men proposed marriage to her. Even before we met she already promised someone that she will marry that guy but after we found each other she changed her mind. But last year, during the time that I was not able to communicate with her, she thought that she has lost me... that I was not really deeply in love with her. When I arrived in Korea, I contacted her because I miss her so much. She told me she was getting married. I did not believe her because she is so playful sometimes.



When I met her last week.. I know from the very first instant that I saw her that I have found the woman that I really love. It was her, Sue. She was crying hard on our first night together and she told me that she was not lying... that she will marry somebody. I was so shocked, Sue. Later I asked her when did she decide to marry another guy. She told me that when I did not communicate with her for a month she decided to get married.



That night was so ...so painful for me. We made love like it was the end of the world. She was mumbling words in her tongue and kept saying that I loved her. We held each other so tight... she told me not to leave her... and that I should not change... that our days together are for us.... just for us. No one must know...



Sue, she is Chinese living in Shanghai. Her name is Echo. Do you know why she chose Echo as her name? Because she wants people to remember her always. But for me she is like an echo that keeps coming back to remind me that there is one special person in my life and that I might loose her. An echo in my waking days and sleepless nights reminding me that there is much more thing to life than my career, my money and my influence.



So smart... so sweet. She sang Tien Mi Mi while we were in bed (it was the only Chinese song I knew really and she knows that I love that song), she told me I was so sweet... and I told her that she was the most wonderful thing in my life. Sue, do you think I am a foold feeling like this?



Richard

[soeyang]

Seeing your personal information, you are female and a married woman. Are your lover a woman? What is your truth? I am so confused.

[coolpix]

I'm sure he is a single man not a married woman. Dear Richard, I'm so sad to hear your story. I wish good luck to you from now on.

[Myst]

Yes I am a guy. and my lover is the sweetest thing