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Who wants loneliness? Nobody wants to be lonely, of course! Nobody wants to cry. I just wonder why this feeling should be felt. I talked to my student this morning and she wondered why am I single. Since she met me, she hasn't seen me dating men nor talking about them. I told her that I couldn't force them to date me nor to like me because I don't have their hearts and mind. She gave a quick answer that struck straight to my heart. She said that I mustn't enjoy being single because I might like it, thus, I would be single forever. She's worried, I know. When she said it. I pondered about her words that she just told me. I can't be single forever! No! That can't be! I'm afraid that it might happen to me. I don't want to be an old maid. Yeah, I won't be happy forever. I might be enjoying life now being with myself but this won't last. Just give me time now...soon I'd be able to find one. |