뇌경색 투병일년안나일기

<p style="text-align: left;">깊어가는 가을<br>남편이랑 직장일로 떨어져<br>생활한지 사주째<br>하루가 십년같은맘<br>운동겸<br>산책겸<br>집앞공원 도 어느덧<br>낙엽들이 떨어져 쌓인다<br>내맘 그리움처럼 <br>자꾸자꾸 쌓여만 간다<br><br>노후엔 더 사랑하며<br>아기자기 둘만의 오붓한<br>시간들로 남은여생을<br>채우려했는데<br>착각이었나<br>또다시 젊은시절처럼<br>기다림의 연속이 될줄<br>기다림<br>외로움<br>우울감<br>상실감<br><br>나는 오늘도<br>세살박이 어린아이모양<br>그대를 기다리고<br>또 기다리네<br>그러면서<br>둘이걷던 그길을<br>혼자벤취에 앉아<br>떨어져 쌓여있는<br>퇴색해버린 낙엽을 바라본다<br>아프니까 더 서글픈듯<br>모든걸<br>사랑하는 맘으로<br>이겨내야겠지<br>나도 추녀가 되어...<br>잃어버린정.....<br>기다림은 처절한 아픔이다</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1WSYW/dc7583b4fca6a93c1e7f2d1fe666b55ac07da84f" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/1WSYW/dc7583b4fca6a93c1e7f2d1fe666b55ac07da84f" data-origin-width="0" data-origin-height="0"></div><p style="text-align: left;"></p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img 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