I'm kind of a nervous wreck now. It's probably because I worried so much about the money. It's mostly because I'm at the helm of the family management. He seems to begin stretching the truth to the point of factual inaccuracy. I'm not sure if he's able to cope with this situation. He's on the line. The biggest problem is that he's not in the right frame of mind to handle so many problems. It's time to stay focused on inner peace. This time too shall pass. I'm determined not to care about the back pay. If I'm concerned about it, it'll put me at increased risk for cardiovascular events. I have the highest level of cholesterol in my life. The more nervous I'm, the greater my risk for heart attack. What a malarkey if I lose my health? I won't give up my healthy lifestyle changes. Losing the extra pounds didn't help as much as I thought. I need to put elbow grease into what I do. I'm giving it my all. Last but not least I need to be good at balancing my spiritual life with professional life.