Back to normal

[soberMe]

At the end of last month, I quit my work which I'd been doing for about 3 years

I'm a mother of two...my son is now 6 and my daughter is 5 (pretty adorable^^)

after giving birth to my second child...I got this post natal depression

didn't know what it was first...I just thought I was pretty sad everyday without any reason

but later on I found out that I was sick ...

my mother in law knew that I was different and sick so she suggested me to have a job

for myself and for my health also ..

so that's why I started to work when the time most women start to quit her job ..

(usually woman wants to stop her working after having her baby...doesn't she?)

anyways...after having my own work..I got pretty happy and I felt completed to achieve

my goals in work ...but then I couldnt really get focused on my own family...

so my husband and I had a really tough time because of my work..and myself

cause I felt that I have changed after starting my work ..and he felt that also

In good word I became very independent and in another word I was just selfish

I somehow must have felt that I sacrificed my everything for only my family

so I wanted to have some kind of pay back time...back then

I felt it's very fair to have my own work and own world and less care about my family

so ... oh I had a really hard time with dealing things

went to even court to get divorced (but thanks god we didn't - -'')

after going through every single tunnel of darkness here I am..

back to normal

I finally quit my job cause I feel now I'm happy just the way I am ..

I feel completed with watching my kids growing and smiling back to me

and also happy with my husband and very thanksful to him for just everything..

(there were so many stories of us though I cant really tell everyting here )

so I want to restart my life again

now I dont have a job and I dont have a goal of my work but still I got plenty plans of my

future with my family

I know that there will be many other hard times in my life ..but at least now I feel fully

confident about what so ever....

we can start from the very beginning anytime ..right? ^^

have a great day everyone ..

[mickeyjane]

Hi soberMe, thanks for sharing your story. I'm sure there are many moms, including me, who can empathize with you and what you've been through. Hope you find some peace in your life these days. Best wishes and please come back and tell us how you are doing.

[옹]

I am a mom, too and happy with my son but having a hard time in raising him at the same time because I am a working mom. Thanks for you note

[Hermes]

Hi. Congratulations on your returning back to normal and becoming to be happy with your family. And, May your happiness with your family be forever.

[cafemia]

One in five people are afflicted by this ailment at one time in their lives I hear. Never the less it is one of the nastiest ailments around. I'm glad that you are ok now. I hope you will have a wonderful life hereafter.

[soberMe]

thanx all ~ yeah I'm also glad that everything around me is now oukay finally... ^ ^ and I"d like to share more other stories with you guys here more often ..hopefully

[Elaine]

I thought I was reading my story . .Well, I have three kids . . 7, 5, 4 . .A girl and two boys . .They keep me busy yeah . .Hope to read more of you stories . .Nice to meet you .

[soberMe]

7, 5, 4? oh my gosh~ ^^ nice to meet you too Elaine,,and hope you could have time to enjoy this beautiful sunshine of fall