Swear

[사랑이]

Thou hast sing a poem,
saying everyday's thinking and feeling,
solitude and loneliness to give thine from life in the youth time.

And thou hast been saying and thinking of God.

I at that time had been learning to be indifferent to my dream.
Maybe I thinking that life is not uproaring challenge.
But thou still art silent uproaring about life.
And then beside thine I have been thinking of life of great men and their spirits.
I feeling their spirits.

Thou easily getest breaking,
easily getest weeping,
easily flowing according to the season, time, poem, thinking, you, and God, and Words.

But not me,
Because of giving up my dream not to break off.
I didn't admit that fact at that time.
Maybe I thought that not to break off is not to give up.
It is false, absolutely false.

So I find out again my dream though breaking off and being wounded.
And I often think the spirits of great men.
Who again broke off and again rose up.
Who gave fragile us hope.

So I bless thine.
Those person like thine who art broke off and wounded when oneself is weak, one have to admit his own weakness, I bless.

But now I also find out why I must not break out.
Because if one saith of something the other have to hear of it fairly.

Maybe it is very difficult.
So my eyes often is covered with shadow,
My wings on the air is so heavy,
I often wish to hide myself somewhere.

Then I think
What is my intellectual power?
How much is it?
Because God give us His blessing on our intellectual power according to His Word.
Maybe much more on me than thine.
I want to call it predestination.

But I will not idle to listen to the saying in thy heart.
I want to be your light in the way to your dream.
Occasionally when I shaking say words in my heart to thine,
I wish thou art my light in the way to my dream.
Process is important as much as goal.

May God bless thine with every thing for God to give you.

It is very hard to say to thine I am troublesome.
So though I say not a word to thine, understand me.
I bless thine and thy dream.

And I cherish thine in God our Father, Jesus Christ our Lord, Holy Sprit our strength.

[1541dh]

Jesus has reward for you. Remember your reward. Would you read the chapter 22 of Revelation in New Testament?

[1541dh]

I have plan to read some books with much repetition in this vocation. Repetition is very important to study of Holy Bible. Yestnight I saw a man whose name is Spurlgen (I'm not sure) read 100 times Holy Bible in order to know God's words. I will peruse Holy Bible in my lifetime to draw nigher to God

[사랑이]

Next I will write Revelation, maybe it 's very difficult.

[사랑이]

Spurlgen is a very great man.

[1541dh]

I checked his name, Spurgeon. Thank you.

[사랑이]

I am sorry I couldn't be understood.

[사랑이]

I wish to say this; 'Thine have a great feeling, accordingly I want to have as much thinking.' So don't get me wrong from this saying 'Because God give us His blessing on our intellectual power according to His Word. Maybe much more on me than thine.'

[사랑이]

Well, how has your dissertation been doing? It's important.

[1541dh]

There will be a time to finish, I guess.

[사랑이]

Thank you for tasting the chapter 22 of Revelation.

[사랑이]

'Maranatha' is '주 예수여 오시옵소서.'

[사랑이]

Spurgeon is a minister?

[1541dh]

Yes. I think so.

[사랑이]

설교시간에 그 분에 대한 얘기를 조금 들었던 것 같아서.

[사랑이]

100번 이라 한글성경도 고작 1-2번 읽었을까 한데.

[1541dh]

1독 못한 사람도 있습니다.

[사랑이]

하지만 전 말씀을 코팅해가며 다니지는 못하고, 아직 제게 특별한 말씀을 외우지도 못합니다. 그리고 말씀이 좋다하여 특별히 반복해 읽지도 못합니다.

[1541dh]

처음에는 익숙해지기 위해서 한 번 일독하고 나서 그 후부터는 집중해서 읽고 그러면서 늘 하나님께 지혜를 구하면서 읽어가면 연결점을 찾게 되는 듯 합니다.

[1541dh]

단어 하나에도 연결이 되는게 신기할 정도 입니다.