B,
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for the smiles and laughters.
Thank you for being a beacon of light to people who need it most.
Thank you for your kindness and compassion.
Just a huge thank you. ~hugs~
If it only happened, I would have given you a tight bear hug.
Although I haven't met you face to face or gotten to know you longer,
it's like I've known you some way or some how, maybe in another life or in another universe.
Just watching and observing the videos, interviews and whatnot makes me think,
how cool and fun would it be to have these people in my life personally.
I would be like your little (old, no no lol) Nuna.
Besides the fun times, I would have loved to be one of your confidantes,
someone who you could have told your troubles to,
hoping I could have said the right things to help you, to heal you.
I didn't really know the struggles you had in your mind,
but I did feel the weight of what it has been like.
Maybe we've had similar experiences, I am not sure.
There were countless times that I felt you talking to just me and truthfully,
I wasn't sure if I should reach out or I don't know if I would get noticed.
A lot of uncertainties huh?
But I really just wanted to be there for you and tell you it's all going to be okay.
Or do you want me to wait outside for them or let's kick some butts!
Lol, just kidding.
You are free now, free from worries and pain.
No more crying.
You can travel wherever, relax whenever and eat whatever.
Be whoever, whatever you want to be.
Roam free, B.
You deserve to be free.
Wherever you are (and to others reading this), still remember...
Whatever that is meant to be yours will reach you.
Let go of control because it will come when the universe says that it is time.
Be patient, be positive and be kind to yourself.
Take care of you.
Don't stop believing in yourself.
Whatever people do or say, because you are important.
It will never be goodbye, but see you when I get there.
In the words of Jim Carrey in the Truman Show
"Good morning, and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night."
Dongmin, Jinjin, Sanha, MJ, Minhyuk
Be strong.
He will be watching over you.
Continue to do what you need to do and do your best.
Honestly do what sets your hearts on fire.
Think less of what people think and say
because your decisions and your choices will make most impact to yourselves.
Not any company or agency can do that for you.
Do things for you.
Do it for you because you have the power to do so.
Love you to the moon and back, always.
See you when I see you.
From your friendly "Don't be afraid, I don't bite" Nuna
Cheche Astrero