What is this I am feeling?
What does it want to teach me?
I turned the tv off
I turned the radio on
I read a poem that appeared on my Facebook feed
I felt it and resonated with the message
I got a bit teary and stopped
I went to the kitchen to wash dishes but my nose already runny
Then the old song “Rainbow” by Southborder played
I felt that the lyrics was you sending me a message
I broke down again while still trying to breathe so I can calm myself
But I cried the whole song and felt every word
When the song stopped
I was able to breathe again
I know that the people closest to you are having the hardest time
But somehow you left something with me, a memory
Like what I said in an earlier post - clarity, things left unsaid or an unfinished business
Me in stasis and times being alone at home give me those feelings
I do wish that you send me peace, love and light
So I could be as free as you are now
I do hope you are happy wherever you are
Also send me your flawless skin, armpit and some of your strength and muscles lol 🤪
Let the universe guide you to the best place where you feel at peace with no regrets
Love you all to the moon and back, always & forever.
I miss you, my moon wolf.
See you when I see you!
Che