To. ASTRO Songs in my head and random things that appeared on my Facebook feed…

[RachelleA]

Random thoughts...

I've been making this medium into some sort of journal because maybe I don't know where to keep it. I want to keep these reminders, and maybe someone will find some of the things I write useful for them somehow. And I keep it here because this group has helped me through some tough times as well. I will never forget, but I am still healing and in the process of moving forward.

Songs in my head for some time. Why do I keep track of them? Someone told me that the universe or people (from afar) connected with me through music, just like in my dreams. I tend to look at the lyrics of the song and see how they are relevant at the time. If you think I’m crazy, that’s okay; it's your belief. You don’t need to continue to read. We all believe in something, and for me, I believe in it.

March 17

I just abruptly sang this song while preparing dinner in the kitchen.

March 22

This came to me while I was in the bathroom, and since I love Nsync, I just started singing “Gone” by NSync and "Music of my Heart". Based on my history, March 22 and 29. Then on May 4th while feeling sad, I decided to listen to it again.

April 10

April 12

This song was stuck in my head for about a week or more before and after the date. I searched it again, “Take me away” a song that I remembered I loved when I was younger because I also loved the movie “Freaky Friday” (how did I remember the date? Google Chrome history). I thought about it, maybe it was me thinking that I needed to get out because I felt stuck here. I needed a new environment maybe? Or travel, I just wanted to go. That’s what was going on in my head at that time. It was not on the radio or on my Spotify playlist but it just came to me while I was working, or just doing regular daily things.

April 19
While I was working I heard this song playing on the radio and I started bawling my eyes out “So Close” by Jon Mclaughlin.

May 14

I was cooking dinner, and these two songs just came to me, and I started singing while cooking. Then, while I was waiting for the food to cook, I searched for the complete lyrics because I hadn’t memorized them.
"Wonderwall" by Oasis

"You found me" by The Fray

May 18
When I woke up this morning, this popped into my head and I was singing “Barely Breathing” by Duncan Shiek.

When I went out for errands this morning, I just got out of our gate and this song came to me "I don't want to wait" by Paula Cole

After my errands and before I started working today, I went through my Facebook feed and saw these. I never “like” or thumbs up these kinds of posts that keep coming up on my feed for some time now because I know the algorithm that if you “like” or interact with the types of posts, the more that they send you the types of posts on your feed.

That's it for today.

I am grateful for you guys, always.

Love you all to the moon and back, always & forever.
See you when I see you!

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