Life flows without my intention.now life is a big burden to me.
why do i think like that? perhaps the different situation make my mind sore as the novice of
society. rethinking over it, it's not the primary source of problems.
uhm,where do the start of the gloomy mind?
my laziness,unlikeness bewteen reality and an ideal.
i can't define intrinsic substance. this is the pompousness that others can't have,however that don't express entity of my affairs.
what it is important is that i'm trying to overcome it. that itself shows that my thought
has positive side. easily thinking. it's kind of gossip.
but to find true myself, i need revolutionary initiation.though i realize it,
i don't cherish the solutions but wanna solve this curiousness.
to do it, i find my ideal goal and have looked at the another points that sth has amongst
several sides.
finalizing this crude idea, what is really important is everything to me, i ruminate again.
thanks for you to read this untidy writings.
p.s. i wanna seek a e-mail pal.(anybody may contact me.)