To. 문빈 Looking at the birthday💜🌙✨ #3

[LunaAthena]

소중한 빈아💜🌕

생일 축하해🎂🥳
Happy birthday🎁🎈

Bin-ah, it's already the second birthday that we're celebrating without you here by our side. I wish I had written more letters to you when I still got the chance to do so, but nothing changes even if I regret only writing 3 birthday letters to you, right?

Sometimes it still doesn't feel real... I sometimes still expect you to come on Twitter to post your 'OHaGo' messages to your precious AROHA. Maybe it's because we never met in real life that I don't feel your absence as dearly as your family and friends.

I've been trying to live well the past 2 years without you. I think I did a good job taking care of Sua by cheering her on. It's not always easy to live happily though, because my life isn't always easy.

Bin-ah, I'm really grateful that I got to know Sua through you. Don't worry, I leave her honest feedback whenever she needs it! But she is doing so well that I rarely need to give her feedback to improve her skills.

Sua is always working hard as a perfectionist and is rarely satisfied with the results. She should give herself compliments more often, right? That's why I give her many compliments instead!

Bin-ah, your family and friends are taking really good care of each other. Sua basically became a friend of your friends. It's heartwarming to see how good they take care of Sua in your place.

Ah!! The most important news!! I got to meet Sua during her world tour in Europe. I was so happy to meet Sua and Billlie in real life after I never found the right timing to meet ASTRO and Bin in Europe.

A lot of AROHA went to support Billlie during their world tour and I know that you would have been proud of AROHA for doing so. Bin-ah, your little sister is becoming a world star just like you!

Your family, friends and fans find comfort looking at the moon and take photos of dandelions to remember you. Sadly the moon hides behind the clouds 98% of the time in Belgium as the sky is one big cloud...

I wish I had take more photos of dandelions the past seasons, so I could share a photo on your birthday. I'll wait for spring and share a photo of the first dandelion I see through NeulBinAh on X. Instead I shared photos I took when walking home from the hospital last week Wednesday.

My grandmother on mom's side has been sick the past few months and it was obvious that she would soon pass away. Despite the fact that I had caught a bad cold, I wore a mask and visited her in the hospital. I didn't stay long because I was sick but I saw her one last time that day.

She passed away this Tuesday at 11:11AM in room 111 at the age of 89. I wrote a letter to read at my grandmother's funeral next week and I hope my sincere heart will reach her.

We celebrated her birthday on December 29. I already felt that it would be her last birthday, so I couldn't look forward to the start of 2025 because I knew it would start with a final goodbye. I drank a hot chocolate that day, so I couldn't help but think of Bin-ah that liked Nesquick so much.

Bin-ah, if you encounter my grandmother during your universe travel, make sure to say hi to her. She will greet you too because she was a warm, honest person just like you.

As for the song I recommended for your birthday... I thought a lot about which song to recommend, but ultimately went for 'YeowooByul' by Yoon Sanha.

Bin-ah, your members put their heart and soul into making songs to remember you. Not only your members, but also your precious friends. You really were a blessed person for being so loved by such great people.

Precious Bin-ah, I hope you have the best birthday wherever you are! Thank you for making my life brighter with your presence. I still watch your videos from time to time to gain strength as ASTRO was my sanctuary.

Bin-ah, I'll try my best to live a long, happy life. I'll keep my promise to take care of Sua, so don't worry too much and keep exploring the wide universe you love so much.

Thanks to your recommendation I watched the movie 'Interstellar' and I really like this quote.
"Love is the one thing we’re capable of perceiving that transcends dimensions of time and space."

Bin-ah, I still love you a lot and I miss you. 

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- Luna Athena