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소중한 빈아💜🌕
Bin-ah!!😱 A big problem!!🫨 I'm sorry!!😔🙏 I wrote a letter to you on April 19 the past 2 years, right? But this year I forgot to write one...🫣 But in my defense, I posted photos of dandelions under NeulBinAh on X twice!🥺
I kept seeing car license plates with the numbers 194, 419 and 491 the past 2 weeks, so I kept wondering why this universe was sending anonymous signs to me about April 19. Later on I realized that I didn't write a letter to you😱
Bin-ah, honestly, you were upset and send me messages, right?🥺🙏 Just like you kept sending the numbers '126' to me around your birthday, right? Thank you for reminding me!😅
Many people might think I'm a bit crazy, but we both know that this universe communicates through various and precious ways and humans are just too blind to notice it, right? Because love transcends the dimensions of time and space🪐💫 Because there is no coincidence in this world🧭🍀
Bin-ah, wherever you are, I know you are looking over us and making sure that your loved ones are being protected while walking on this road called life🌃🕊️
Did you meet my grandmother already? I met her in my dream a few days ago. I remember that she talked to me and gave me a message, but after waking up I can't remember the message anymore... Although I probably do remember it subconsciously, right?😅
I also met Bin in my dream on May 3 together with Sua. The famous MoonNamMe were kind of fighting in my dream because they both wanted my attention😅 In the end Bin-ah gave in to Sua-ya😂 Bin-ah wished for Sua and me to be closer🥹🫶 I wrote down the dream in my diary since it was a precious one🥰
Bin-ah, don't worry too much! I'm keeping my promise well😊 I'm cheering for Sua in every way I can, even on the days it's a little hard to do so💕 Like I wrote in my letter to you on your birthday, Sua is doing very well and doesn't need my feedback a lot. She does better when she receives compliments, so I'm trying to give her a lot of compliments instead💜
Ah, Bin-ah!! Did you hear the cover Sua prepared for you? She really did well, right? I really like Sua's vocal color a lot. Just like Bin's singing voice, it's really unique and beautiful🥰
I always recommend her hard songs to practice because I believe in her skills and I want to push her to keep challenging herself😊 I know she can sing those songs because I believe in her🥹👏 I just hope she becomes more confident in her own skills and embraces her beautiful singing voice💜🎤
But Bin-ah!! The most beautiful gift is the song your friends prepared for you. They will donate the profits to a good cause which is something you would approve, right? Make sure to visit your friends in their dreams because they miss you a lot💭✨
I understand their hearts really well. They hope this song can bring comfort to all the people that miss you. My dearest Bin, a lot of people miss you dearly. Just like that I hope the photos I take of dandelions can bring comfort to all the people that love you🌼✨
Of course, I think of Bin-ah whenever I see a dandelion or see the full moon. But I share my photos under NeulBinAh to bring comfort to your family, friends and fans. Sometimes, I also find strength by writing messages to you.
I shared photos taken with my new Lumix camera. It was still April 18 when it turned midnight in Korea. I recommended ASTRO's Twilight to you, right? The members released a few fan songs to thank AROHA for their unwavering support despite the hard times.
Bin-ah, your members are also preparing for a concert together with Minhyuk-ie! I know that you are proud of your members like you always were. Nobody loved his brothers more than you did because you saw them as your second family. It must not be easy for them to prepare for the concert because you are not here anymore. But I know that you are watching over them well🌕✨
On April 19 I shared photos I took with my phone. When I was going through a hard time, I wrote to you that looking at dandelions gave me strength. Afterwards Belgium turned into a dandelion paradise😂 Everywhere I looked, there were dandelions🌼✨
Bin-ah, you asked for the dandelion seeds to spread far and wide and look how they spread in the hearts of your precious people🥹 Your beloved people are trying hard to take care of each other while living their lives shining a light on other people just like you did🌙💫✨
I kept a photo and a song to put in this letter that I forgot to write back then. I guess I was too emotional that day because of Sua's cover song and the release of 'Memory of the Moon'😅🫣
When my new Lumix camera arrived on a month ago on April 11, this was one of the first photos I took in our garden to test the focus of the camera 📷🖤🌼
As for the song, I wanted to recommend 'Goodbye To A Friend' by Clouseau. It's a song that plays a lot at funerals in Belgium because the lyrics are so beautiful and give comfort to people that lost a loved one. This song also played at the funeral of my grandfather.
I heard this song at their concert back on January 4 and they rearranged it by adding violins🎻🥹 Since Bin-ah doesn't understand Dutch, I'll translate the lyrics to English😄
Ah, I also filmed this stage to share it in a letter with Sua but Billlie's official Fancafe closed down due to Weverse, so I can't share it with her anymore. Bin-ah, I'm sure you would have loved to perform on stage like this, right? Meeting your beloved AROHA close like this while flying through the concert hall🦸🎤
Title: Goodbye To A Friend (Afscheid van een vriend)
By Clouseau
Everything is done forever
when you are ready for it.
I stood by your side.
Oh my, I loved knowing you.
I stay here while you go over there
and there is not so far from here.
We'll meet up, I don't know where
and that's where we'll meet each other.
Without you the clock still ticks as fast,
but the times do change.
So I say goodbye, because you have to go now.
Please know that you will always continue to exist in my heart.
Sweet dreams, you deserve it.
You fought until your last breath.
Go, go now my friend
and dream forever peacefully.
Because just like before, you'll find your way.
I know that you'll find a home very soon.
And I repear what you told me once:
In my heart I'll stay true to you.
Without you the clock still ticks as fast,
but the times do change.
So I say goodbye, because you have to go now.
Please know that you will always continue to exist in my heart.
And I know that I should be grateful,
but that's exactly why it hurts so much.
Without you the clock still ticks as fast,
but the times do change.
So I say goodbye, because you have to go now.
Please know that you will always continue to exist in my heart.
아간밥행☘️🍀
오하고😄👏
언제나 많이 사랑해💙✨
- Luna Athena (Liz)
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