not a truncation of the process but one of its phases

[soso]

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Lewis, grieving the death of his wife, Joy:

And then one or other dies. And we think of this /as love /cut short; like a dance /stopped in mid-career or a flower with its head unluckily /snapped off—something /truncated and therefore, lacking its due shape.

I wonder. If, as I can’t help suspecting, the dead also feel the pains of separation (and this may be one of their purgatorial sufferings), then for both lovers, and for all pairs of lovers without exception, bereavement is a universal and integral part of our experience of love.

It follows marriage /as normally /as marriage follows courtship or as autumn follows summer.

It is not a truncation of the process but one of its phases; not the interruption of the dance, but the next figure.

* truncate. truncated; truncating. transitive verb. 1 : to shorten by or as if by cutting off.

We are ‘taken out of ourselves’ by the loved one /while she is here.

Then comes the tragic figure of the dance //in which we must learn to be still taken out of ourselves

/though the bodily presence is withdrawn,

to love the very Her, and not fall back to loving our past, or our memory, or our sorrow, or our relief from sorrow, or our own love.

From A Grief Observed
Compiled in A Year with C.S. Lewis

A Grief Observed. Copyright © 1961 by N. W. Clerk, restored 1996 C. S. Lewis Pte. Ltd. Preface by Douglas H. Gresham copyright © 1994 by Douglas H. Gresham. All rights reserved. Used with permission of HarperCollins Publishers. A Year With C.S. Lewis: Daily Readings from His Classic Works. Copyright © 2003 by C. S. Lewis Pte. Ltd. All rights reserved. Used with permission of HarperCollins Publishers.