12월의 기도(목필균 님)/ 김상규

<p class="txtBody">** 12월의 기도<br><br> (목필균 님)<br><br>마지막 달력을 벽에 겁니다<br><br>얼굴에 잔주름 늘어나고<br>희 머리카락이 더 많이 섞여있고<br>마음도 많이 낡아져가며<br>무사히 여기까지 걸어왔습니다<br><br>한 치 앞도 모른다는 세상살이<br>일초의 건너뜀도 용서치 않고<br>또박또박 품고 온 발자국의 무게<br>여기다 풀어놓습니다<br><br>제 얼굴에 책임 질줄 알아야 한다는<br>이순으로 가는 마지막 한 달은<br>숨이 찹니다.<br><br>겨울 바람 앞에도<br>붉은 입술 감추지 못하는 장미처럼<br>질기게도 허욕을 쫓는 어리석은 나를<br>묵묵히 지켜보아주는 굵은 나무들에게<br>올해 마지막 반성문을 써 봅니다<br><br>추종하는 신은 누구라고 이름 짓지 않아도<br>어둠 타고 오는 아득한 별빛같이<br>날마다 몸을 바꾸는 달빛 같이<br>때가 되면 이별한 줄 아는 사람이 되겠다는<br>마음의 기도로 12월을 벽에 겁니다<br><br><br>* '이순'은 60세를 이르는 말로 '어떤 말이든 귀에 거스르지 않고<br> 순화시켜서 받아들인다는데서 유래했다합니다.<br>* 시인의 원작에는 '하늘이 내린 자신의 운명을 안다'는<br> '지천명(50세)으로 되어 있으나.... 제 나이를 반영한 '연령이름'으로<br> 변경하였습니다.<br>* '12월의 기도'를 포스팅하면서 '나를 표현하려는 부질없는 욕심'에<br> '반성'할 짓을 기어이 하고야 말았습니다.<br>* '목필균 님'과 시인을 사랑하시는 모든 분께 양해를 구합니다.</p><div class="_postCountAndEmotionRegion"><div data-viewname="DPostCountView"><div class="postCount"><div class="faceComment _btnToggleEmotionCommentIcon gCursorDefault "><span class="face">표정<span class="count sf_color _emotionCountSpan">0</span></span> <span class="comment">댓글<span class="count sf_color _commentCountSpan">9</span></span> </div></div><div class="postAdded _postAdded"><div class="postAddBox"><div class="addCol"><a class="addStatus _btnInputEmotion gIcon icon-like-off" href="http://band.us/#"><u><font color="#0066cc">표정짓기</font></u></a><div class="emoticonFace _emoticonFaceLayer" style="display: none;"><div class="emoticonWrap"><button class="_btnEmotion" type="button" data-emotionindex="1"><span class="uIconlike">좋아요</span></button> <button class="_btnEmotion" type="button" data-emotionindex="2"><span class="uIconsmile">웃겨요</span></button> <button class="_btnEmotion" type="button" data-emotionindex="3"><span class="uIconbest">최고예요</span></button> <button class="_btnEmotion" type="button" data-emotionindex="5"><span class="uIconsurprise">놀랐어요</span></button> <button class="_btnEmotion" type="button" data-emotionindex="6"><span class="uIconsad">슬퍼요</span></button> <button class="_btnEmotion" type="button" data-emotionindex="7"><span class="uIconangry">화나요</span></button></div></div></div><div class="addCol"><a class="addStatus _btnCommentWrite gIcon icon-comment-off " href="http://band.us/#"><u><font color="#0066cc">댓글쓰기</font></u></a></div></div><div class="_emotionRegion" style="display: none;"></div></div><div class="postCountLayer"><div class="faceComment"><button class="face _btnInputEmotionOnLayer gIcon icon-like-off">표정</button><button class="count -faceCount _emotionCountOnLayer">0</button> <button class="comment _btnCommentWriteOnLayer gIcon icon-comment-off ">댓글</button><button class="count -commentCount _commentCountOnLayer">9</button></div></div></div></div><div class="_commentRegion"><div data-viewname="DPostCommentMainLayoutView"><div data-uiselector="commentListRegion"><div class="commentList" data-viewname="DCommentListCollectionView"><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">이동훈</strong><p class="nickname"></p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="이동훈" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2g0eg8_0%2Ff72Ud015796brnslfeka_z5k6ry.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font><span class="uLeaderBand -typeA gIcon icon-leader -joint"><span class="gSrOnly"><font color="#0066cc">공동리더</font></span></span></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt">약관을 앞두고 배운...약관.이입.불혹.지천명.이순...벌써 그 끝에 와있군. 야속한 세월...그래도 돌리고 싶진 않다. ㅎ</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">12월 29일 오전 7:03</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; display: none;" data-uiselector="optionMenuLayer"><ul> <li><a href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="reportButton"><u><font color="#0066cc">신고하기</font></u></a></li></ul></div></div></div><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">윤우섭</strong><p class="nickname">7반 010 5348 1702</p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="윤우섭" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2he300_7%2FhbcUd015cndhpno8vszz_jxnlp5.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt">벌써 이순인가....</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">12월 29일 오전 7:06</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; 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display: none;" data-uiselector="optionMenuLayer"><ul> <li><a href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="reportButton"><u><font color="#0066cc">신고하기</font></u></a></li></ul></div></div></div><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">윤우섭</strong><p class="nickname">7반 010 5348 1702</p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="윤우섭" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2he300_7%2FhbcUd015cndhpno8vszz_jxnlp5.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt"><a class="bandMember" style="cursor: pointer;" data-uiselector="bandRefer" data-no="20142971">이동훈</a> 그리하다가 파묻힌다...ㅋ</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">12월 29일 오전 7:08</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; display: none;" data-uiselector="optionMenuLayer"><ul> <li><a href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="reportButton"><u><font color="#0066cc">신고하기</font></u></a></li></ul></div></div></div><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">김상규</strong><p class="nickname"></p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="김상규" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2hcj51_5%2Fd4jUd015pw4eh5yh6jfm_eu7efw.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font><span class="uLeaderBand -typeA gIcon icon-leader -joint"><span class="gSrOnly"><font color="#0066cc">공동리더</font></span></span></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt"><a class="bandMember" style="cursor: pointer;" data-uiselector="bandRefer" data-no="16946222">윤우섭</a> <a class="bandMember" style="cursor: pointer;" data-uiselector="bandRefer" data-no="20142971">이동훈</a> 주변이 몰캉 '이순'이면... 그 사람 심성도 고마 '이순'이 대삐리는기라....!</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">12월 29일 오전 7:11</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; 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display: none;" data-uiselector="optionMenuLayer"><ul> <li><a href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="reportButton"><u><font color="#0066cc">신고하기</font></u></a></li></ul></div></div></div><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">윤우섭</strong><p class="nickname">7반 010 5348 1702</p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="윤우섭" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2he300_7%2FhbcUd015cndhpno8vszz_jxnlp5.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt"><a class="bandMember" style="cursor: pointer;" data-uiselector="bandRefer" data-no="24457813">김상규</a> <a class="bandMember" style="cursor: pointer;" data-uiselector="bandRefer" data-no="20142971">이동훈</a> 언제 시간이 그리도 흘러간건지....<br>참 빠르기도해....</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">12월 29일 오전 7:14</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; display: none;" data-uiselector="optionMenuLayer"><ul> <li><a href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="reportButton"><u><font color="#0066cc">신고하기</font></u></a></li></ul></div></div></div><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">이성규 마리 엘리야</strong><p class="nickname">영원의 찰나</p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="이성규 마리 엘리야" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2h20c0_h%2Fg3eUd0151h0eyj1y13itr_309inm.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt"><a class="bandMember" style="cursor: pointer;" data-uiselector="bandRefer" data-no="24457813">김상규</a> 시를 옮겨주는<br>김샘도 시인입니다~^^</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">12월 29일 오전 7:26</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; display: none;" data-uiselector="optionMenuLayer"><ul> <li><a href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="reportButton"><u><font color="#0066cc">신고하기</font></u></a></li></ul></div></div></div><div class="cComment" data-viewname="DCommentLayoutView"><div class="writeInfo"><button class="nameWrap" type="button" data-uiselector="authorNameButton"><strong class="name">권선국</strong><p class="nickname"></p></button><a class="thum" href="http://band.us/#" data-uiselector="authorProfile"><img alt="권선국" src="https://img1.daumcdn.net/relay/cafe/original/?fname=http%3A%2F%2Fcoresos.phinf.naver.net%2Fa%2F2h5b0j_d%2Fcf8Ud015zrk82won9prm_ishz5x.jpg%3Ftype%3Ds75"><u><font color="#0066cc"> </font></u></a></div><div class="commentBody"><p class="txt">거울 속의 나를 보니 낮선 이가 있구만</p><div data-uiselector="audioRegion"></div><div class="func"><button class="likeCount gIcon icon-like-off" type="button" data-uiselector="showLikeUser"></button> <button class="likeText" type="button" data-uiselector="like">좋아요</button> </div></div><div class="feedback -showOptionButton"><span class="time">23시간 전</span> <button class="commentEdit gIcon icon-more" type="button" data-uiselector="optionButton">댓글 수정</button><div class="lyMenu" style="width: 145px; 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