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[소나무]

It is wierd to think of images that are thought to be so unmatching. I do not have a 'basis' of my ego. I feel so messy. And mostly, I'm really unstable and sway along the people's attitude towards me. Why do I live? Am I valuable enough to lead a happy life? I am disabled. First, I am super ugly. And I move stiffly. I can't write and read and therefore cannot develop myself. I deteriorate. I suck. teps is like. do not have a word for this situation. fuck. I think a slut is a nice occupation for me. I keep thinking of killing myself. I have a feeling that my life will end by suicide. I envy all people who do not have peoplephobia. They can do anything they want. anything. while I move backward.