I have always questioned whether I was on the right track. This is precisely why I pose the current question about the way I think right at this time of increasing anxiety. Hardly a day goes by without my being troubled by a multitude of negative thoughts from dawn to dusk. After repeatedly and inefficiently responding to most of these with unsuccessful coping, I'm sitting down to hopefully write out the most efficient measure in a more fundamental way. It is true there is no set, required pathway I must take to arrive at being a successful person in control of my thought. And becoming a more efficient man rarely, if ever, happens overnight. However, what is most required to transform into a totally different one? Irregardless of the options to choose, much patience is the single most important element for me to bring about a miraculous transformation. For decades, I have searched for new ways to turn around myself and risked just at the chances to bring any change in it. I have ended having failed to look beyond the battles of the moment and I couldn't achieve the lowest level of my goal. . And I'm not happy with the way the flow of my life is going and I'm running short of chances. The new perspective should be out of my experience. That's why I am not pursuing any hints for improvement and so I should be dead to all my judgments. On evaluating and analyzing my status quo, there is no being worse. This should serve as a starting point for enabling me to begin my journey on the path of enlightenment and self-evidence. I'm determined to be stupid in any circumstances. This will bring me to less number one that I can do a lot with very little. I wish you luck.