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<!--StartFragment--><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지난번에 이어서 계속 이어봅니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.09.23. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일요일 퇴원</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">사연이 많았던 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">50</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여일</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">제주대학교 병원부터 서울 삼성병원까지</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">짧으면서도 너무도 힘들고 다양한</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">힘든 시간을 버티고 사지 멀쩡하게</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래도 다행히 살아서</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두발로 걸어서 돌아왔다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">........</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화장실을 가려고 일어서는데 휘청</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~~</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">바로 일어서지를 못한다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">다리 한쪽을 세우고 허리에 힘을 주고 으쌰</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">허리운동</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">다리운동</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">허벅지운동</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">???</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">쩝</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">! </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">힘들다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아프다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">뜨벌</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">절로 욕이 나오네</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">흐이구</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">뜨벌</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">쩝</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2~3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일 열시미 먹었다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기냥</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">근데 넘어간다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그렇게 먹고 싶었던 밥이</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">ㅠㅠ</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나도 모르게 눈물이 흘러내린다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">결국 탈</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이 났다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">욕심이었나 보다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">뱃속이 아리고 아프고 어질어질</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하루 이틀도 아니고 먹을때마다 계속 이런데도 너무 무리했나보다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">죽</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">미음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">)</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">으로 바꿈</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래도 이젠 조금씩이라도 넘어간다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">속도 편하고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">천천히 하자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!!! </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">급하게 말고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어차피 필요한건 시간이다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">옛날 대전 살다가 내려와서 적응 할때도 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">1</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">년 가까이 걸렸다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">슬로우</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">슬로우</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">9.24.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~9.30.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이것도 먹어보고 저것도 먹어보고 먹는거에 집중</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">통닭</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">백숙</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">갈비</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">등등</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">병원에 있을 때 먹어보고 싶은거 다 시켜 먹어보고 있음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">솔직히 혀가 미각이 아직 안 돌아옴</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">소량이지만 그냥 무조건</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">막 먹어보고 있음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아직까지도 미음을 먹고 있지만 조금씩 나아지는 느낌</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어느정도 시간이 지나다 보이 뱃속 안쪽에 살이 살짝 아니 근육이 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">조금 생긴듯한 느낌이 든다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일어서는데 조금 힘이 덜 들기도 하고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">퇴원한지 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">7</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">몸무게 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">64kg </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">큰 변화는 없다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">단지 먹는게 조금 달라져 있고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">답답한 병원이 아닌 집이라서 티비도 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">편하게 볼 수 있는</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">음식도 선택할수 있는 그런 자유를 누릴뿐</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!!!</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내가 무언가를 선택할수 있는 삶</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그것 자체가 축복이 아닐까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">???</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.10.01. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지금은 혼자 힘으로 걸어서 약간의 운동을 할수 있는 상태가 됨</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">집 바로 옆에 있는 놀이터에서 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">30</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분정도 쉬엄쉬엄 걸어다님</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">샤워도 혼자 할수 있는 상태가 됨</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">너무 행복함</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">ㅎㅎ</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">퇴원후 일주일 정도는 마나님 도움</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">을 조금은 받으며 해야 했었음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">올만에 코란도 차량 시동을</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">부다다당</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~~~</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">역시 이맛</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">에 이소리</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가 좋아서 구입했는데 역시</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">심장을 뛰게 해준다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아 있다는 것에 감사를 느낀다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그렇게 한 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">30</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여분을 차에서 엔진소리에 취해 휴식을</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">좋았음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.10.02.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두달 만에 코란도 타고 운전을</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...(</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">마나님 모르게 후다닥</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~~)</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">눈에 안 보이면 무쟈게 불안해 함</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">운동갈때도 허락받고 가야 함</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아프고 나서는 눈치 엄청 보고 있음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">에고에고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">쩝</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">올만에 무협지랑 환타지 소설 책을 빌려옴</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">저녁 식사후 복통</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">낮에 고르케랑 찹쌀 도넛을 먹었는데 이게 문젠가</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살짝 오바이트 하고 드러 누움</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....2~3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시간후 속 풀림</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">피곤했나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">운전도 하고 올만에 책에 집중해서 그런지 머리가 살짝</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아프고 오래 집중하기가 힘드네</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">고만하고 자자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.10.03.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~2018.10.09.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일주일 정도 지나니 미각이 약간은 돌아옴</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">짜고 매운 것은 느끼고 있음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">운동은 천천히 걸어서 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">30</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분에서 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">50</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분정도</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">절대 무리 가지 않도록 하고 운동하고 피곤함 무조건 취침</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">최대한 단순하게 생활을</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">조금이라도 피곤함 쉬는 것으로</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아침에 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">7</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시 전후 일어나고 가볍게 스트레칭</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">밥먹고 티비보고 책 보다가 운동하러 가고 갔다옴 쉬는 단순한 생활이 연속</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">인생은 단순할수록 행복해지는게 아닐까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??.</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">단순하게 사는 사람은 늘 편안하고 침착하며 긍정적이고 태연한 법이다</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무소유</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무소유</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">버림으로 얻어지는 정신적 여유로움</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">알 듯 모를 듯</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">????</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">우리가 원하는 것이 적어질수록 신에 더욱 가까워 진다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">”-</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">소크라테스</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="font-weight: bold; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.10.10. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">10.16. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: bold; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차항암</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">혹시나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지난번처럼 비행기에서 난리칠까 걱정도 되고해서 마나님 같이 올라감</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">다행히 아무탈없이 병원도착</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">걱정과 두려움이 앞선다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지난번에 하도 쌩쇼</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">를 해놔서 항암들어감 어떤 반응이 나올지</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">제발 제발 정신차리고 무사히 치료 받을수 있기를</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.....</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">담날부터 항암 시작</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여전히 주렁주렁 매달리는 약들의 행진</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아직까진 적응이 안된다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">에고에고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">음식 섭취 아직도 힘들다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">토하고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">구역질하고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그러면서도 살아보려고 먹고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그나마 잠을 조금 편하게 잘수 있다는 것에 감사를</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">왼쪽팔 한쪽에만 해파리 달려 있어서 생활하는대도 조금은 편하고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래도 저번에 비하면 수월하게</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">... </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무난하게</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.... </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">항암을 마쳤다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.10.18.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">목 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">10.30. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">퇴원후 하루 쉬고 운동 시작</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">놀이터에서 한시간 정도 천천히 움직임</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아직까지는 기초를 다지는 시기</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차근차근</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">음식을 먹고 싶은데 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">4~5</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일은 입에서 약품냄새</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">헛구역질이 나온다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">6~7</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일이 지나면서 입맛</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">돌아옴</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어느 순간부터 엄청 먹기 시작</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">밤식빵을 하루에 한 개씩 먹고 기타 먹고 싶었던 음식이나 생각나는 음식을 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그때그때 사다가 먹기 시작</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">엄청 먹어댄다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">걸신 들린 것처럼</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살이 찌는 것이 느껴진다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...64kg</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">에서 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">71kg </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">증가</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">허벅지에서 몸에서 약간은 힘이란걸 느끼기 시작함</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt;"> </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.11.01.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">목 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">–</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">11.13.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">슬슬 제대로 된</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">운동을 해본다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그동안 놀이터와 학교 운동장에서</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(30</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">~1</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시간</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">20</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분정도</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">) </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하던 것을 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">산과 오름</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">으로 장소 변경</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">울퉁불퉁</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오르막과 내리막길</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">반복</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">첫날은 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">40</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분정도</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">담날 근육통 생김</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">학교 운동장 가벼운 걷기</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(50</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">)</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하고 휴식</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나중에는 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">90</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분 정도까지</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">산에서 운동을</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">허벅지에 근육이 생기는 듯하고 기초체력이 많이 올라왔음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">을 느낌</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">정상체력에 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">5~60% </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">정도 형성된 느낌</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">식사량 조절 필요 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">74Kg </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">증가</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아랫배가 살짝 나오기 시작</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">쩝</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">운동은 꾸준히 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일 운동 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">1</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일 휴식 전</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">후 스트레칭 필수</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018.11.14.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">11.20.</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">== 3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">ct </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">검사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">임파선 편도외 기타 부분 림프종 아주 좋아짐</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">새로 생긴 것 없음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">pet </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">검사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">암세포 처음 보여진것보다 현저히 좋아짐</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 외 비정상적 소견</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">- </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">보이지 않음</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기타 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">– </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">확실하게 하기 위해 노력중</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...4</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 검사까지 지켜보고 진행</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...--</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">주치의</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">항암치료</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여유가 생김</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">필요한건 시간이 지나가길 바랄뿐</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">견딜만함</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일째부터 밥맛이 없음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">편의점과 집에서 가져온 음식으로 어떻게든 섭취</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">운동은 저녁이후 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">1</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시간정도</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">병원 긴 복도 왕복</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">꾸준히</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">책 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무협지</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환타지소설 기타등등 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">15~20</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">권</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">) </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시간 때우기용</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">먹고 자고 책보고 운동하고 그러면서 나름 항암받는 요령이 생김</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...^^</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">처음에 먹었던 마음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">조급하다고 되는건 없다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이래도 한 세상 저래도 한 세상</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">잘 살기는 글렀으니 재미있게라도 살아보자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...^^</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">조급해 하지 말자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여유를 가지자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">유연한 생각</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">사소한 것에 너무 집착하지 마라</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">흘러 가는대로 냅두자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!!!</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">4</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암부터 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">6</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암까지는 무난</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하게 어쩌면 너무도 편하게 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">끝나고 계속 반복적인 상황의 연속이라 고만 하렵니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암시부터 혼자서 올라감</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">병실에 비슷한 또래가 있어서 대화를 시작</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">많이도 웃었음</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오전은 서로가 치료 받느라 바쁘게 왔다 갔다하지만 점심부터는 커텐 오픈</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">반찬이랑 과일이랑 등등의 음식이 서로 넘나들고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지난 이야기 웃겻던 상황등 별 거 없는 야그를 하면서 히히덕</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">거리고</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">말 장난도 많이 하고 암튼 재미있게 항암 치료를 받았던 기억이 나네요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일차 부터는 점심먹고 반상회</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">저녁먹고 반상회</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">합시다 하면서 킥킥거리고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">제가 그런 말을 많이 했심다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어차피 병은 걸렸고 있는 동안 아픈 야그보다는 재미있던 기억을 공유하면서</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">웃으며 지냈음 좋겠다고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나중에는 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">6</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">인 병실에 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">4</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">명의 오픈된 상태로 대화하면서 즐겁게 보냈습니다</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">물론 보호자 분들도 같이 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">남자 병상이라 대부분 사모님</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">들</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">) </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">참여하고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나머지 두 분도 고통이 덜하면 참여해 주시고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">들어오는 간호원들도 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이 방은 너무 씨끄러워요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">” </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하면서 웃고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">잼 있었심다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...^^</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나중에 퇴원하면서 서로가 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">덕분에 즐거웠습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">”</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하고 헤어지고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지금 생각해도 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">3</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">4</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암시기엔 너무나 즐겁게</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">재미있게 치료 받았네요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...^^</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2018. 8</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월말 서울 삼성병원</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">처음 올라갈 때 휠체어 타고 올라가서 병원에서 정신 잃고</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">소리 뻑뻑 지르고 온갖 난리를 쳐서 간호원들 사이에 꼴통 환자 소문 다 나고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">11</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월 되서는 아주 건강한 모습으로 혼자 돌아 다님서 킥킥거리고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">암튼 다사다난한 시간을 보냈네요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하하하</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><br></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">----------------------------------------------------------------</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환자분들에게 부탁</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">드리고 싶습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">현제 많이 힘드시죠</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두려우시죠</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무서우니까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">죽고 싶지 않으니까 카페 들어와서 정보를 구하는것이고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">솔직히 두려워 한다고 이 상황이 끝나는거 아니잖습니까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두려워 한다고 현실에서 도피한다고 해결 되지 않습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">암이라는 현실</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환자라면 누구나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">모두가 심리적 정신적</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">육체적으로 고통스럽다는 것도 압니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">근데요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아야 하지 않겠습니까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그리고 죽음이란거요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그런 생각 안드세요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이렇게 죽을수도 있겠구나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이렇게 허무하게 죽는구나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하는 생각</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">근데 되돌아 보니까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 또한 살아있으니까 생각 이란것도 가능하구나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">???</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">죽었음 지금 느끼는 그 모든 것이 과연 어떤 것일까 하는 생각</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">단순해 집시다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아있으니 고통을 느끼는 것이고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아 있으니 감정을 느끼는 것입니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">고통의 시간도 지나면 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아있다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">”</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">라는 희망 앞에서는 너무도 작은 것입니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">!</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">힘내십시오</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아픔은 잠깐입니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어차피 시간의 모든걸 말해주지 않을까요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수 많은 환우분들이 당신과 비슷한 생각</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">고민을 하면서 생명을 이어갑니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이왕이면 긍정적인 생각 많이 하시고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그리고 많이 웃으십시오</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">때론 시덥지 않은</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">농담도 해보고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...^^</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">저는 그게 정답이라고 생각합니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">웃으면 복이 옵니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화이팅</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.... </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">보호자분들에게</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.....</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">너무 큰 걱정은 환자에게도 보호자 분들에게도 좋지 않습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환자가 아파서 징징</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">대면 징징 되는대로 못 먹으면 못 먹는대로 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">있는 그대로를 직시하시고 편하게 생각하시고 평소대로 하세요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환자요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??? </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지가 아픈데 당장 아픈데 주변에서 그 어떤 좋은 단어를 나열한다고</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">귀에 들어올 것 같습니까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아니요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그냥 혼자</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아플뿐입니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">안쓰럽다고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">미안하다고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">등등 </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">괴롭죠</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지켜 보는 것이</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그럼 머합니까</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">대신 아파 줄수도 없는 것을</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">냉정하지만 그게 현실입니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어차피 죽을 사람은 죽습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그렇게 많은 사람이 저 하늘로 갔고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">보호자가 안달한다고 해결되는 것은 없습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환자분에게 희망을 심어 주십시오</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">요즘 암 걸린다고 죽는 사람 별로 없습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일반적으로 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">50%</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이상 치료 잘 받고 관리 잘하면 잘 먹고 잘 삽니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">환자분에게 중요한건 일단 먹는겁니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">보통 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">1/3 </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">정도는 항암이 끝나면 영양 실조 걸린다고 합니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">먹는 것과의 전쟁</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">체중과의 전쟁이라고 하고요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무엇이든지 먹을수 있는거면 다 먹여 보십시오</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">토하고 구역질하고 난리를 쳐도 그래도</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아 있잖아요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그것이면 된거 아닐까요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">???</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나머지는 차근차근 하시면 됩니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차근차근</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">긴 글 읽어 주셔서 감사드립니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">철저히 갠적인 경험담이라 현실과 많은 차이가 있을수 있습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">사람마다 병명마다 조치가 다르고 고통의 강도가 다를거라고 생각합니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래도 사람이기에</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..... </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아있기에</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.....</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">희망을 잃지 않고 나아가기를 기원합니다</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">평범하지만 평범하지 않은 일상</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">”</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어쩌면 살아 있다는 사실 하나만으로도 엄청난 축복이 아닐까요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">???</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아 있다는 것은 앞으로 그 어떤 일도 할 수 있는 희망</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가능성</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">)</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이라고 생각합니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕;"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> </span><!--[endif]--></span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">힘은 들지만 그래도 희망마저 없다면 삶은 너무 각박하지 않을까요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">??</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">긍정적인 사고로 지금 짧은 이 순간을 웃음으로</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">... </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">행복으로 가득한 삶을 이어 나아가길 기원 드립니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">모두 행복 하세요</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.....</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2019.02.15. 6</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암 끝내고 두 번</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">(5</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월과 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">7</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">) </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">검사 모두 건강하게 통과</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">다음번에 내년 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">1</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">월에 검사를 기다리고 있습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">...</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지금은 꾸준히 운동하고 마나님과 말장난</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">도 많이 하면서 나름 재미있게</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살려고 노력하고 있습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....^^</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt;"> </span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">암은 한번 걸리면 평생 관리해야 한다고 들었습니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">..</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이왕 이렇게 된거 이번 기회에 통해 건강의 중요성을 알게 되었으니</span></p><p class="0" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">잘 되었다하고 생각을 합니다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">....^^</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; 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암 그리고 항암 -마지막 (개인 경험-장문)
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19.10.25 11:36
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첫댓글 훌륭하십니다 엄청납니다 장하십니다
그저 저의 경험담일뿐....조그만 도움?이라도 되었음 감사하겠습니다..
행복 가득 하시길 기원합니다....화이팅....^^
동감되는 부분 많습니다. 항암 잘 마치시고 일상으로 복귀하실 그 날까지 화이팅!
감사합니다..화이팅 하시길..^^
긍정적인 마인드가 너무 멋집니다. 우리 아빠도 삶에 대한 의지도 강하고 긍정적인 분이시니 분명히 이겨내주시겠죠..?
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남은 검사도 좋은결과 있길 바랍니다. 화이팅하세요!!
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