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<p>림프종 항암 치료 180일의 기록입니다.</p><p>유튜브 '조계환현대수필' 검색하시면 6월3일 일기를 영상낭송으로 들려 줍니다.</p><p>책 제목으로 검색하셔도 됩니다.</p><p><br></p><p style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cfile/cafe/99FDA5415DEE452D0D" class="txc-image" width="1024" style="clear: none; float: none;" border="0" vspace="1" hspace="1" actualwidth="1024" exif="{}" data-filename="20191130_170113.jpg" id="A_99FDA5415DEE452D0DCEC0"/></p><!--StartFragment--><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 24pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">목 차</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">첫 번째 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">☆ </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">깡아리여</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일어나라 갈기를 세워라</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">1. 1</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암 치료 시작하다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">2. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">주치의 처방에 의혹을 품다니 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">3. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">집안에 삼식이가 둘 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">4. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">혹시 비아그라 성분이 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">5. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아스피린 끊다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">6. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내가 살아야 할 이유 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">7. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">개똥쑥 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">8. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">왜 날카로운 바늘이어야 하는가 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">9. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">먹어야 하는데 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">10. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">깡아리여</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일어나라 갈기를 세워라 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">11. 20</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">년 후의 상상일기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">12. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">장보기가 만만치 않아 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;"> </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">13. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">근력운동 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">14. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">머리카락이 빠지다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">15. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">불뚝성을 다스리지 못하여 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">16. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">화난 아내 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">17. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">청산에 살으리라 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">18. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">성령기도 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">19. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가발을 맞추다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">20. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">방사선 치료가 최선인가 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">21. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">경제적이며 실천하기 좋은 항암요법 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">4</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가지 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">22. 2</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암 주사실 풍경 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">23. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">멀미 구토에 자신했는데 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">24. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">병을 잊고 살라고</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">? </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">25. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">예고 없이 병문안 온 형제들 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">26. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">온 가족 광교산 나들이 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">27. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">고추를 그려 넣은 손녀 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;"></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">28. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">국가유공자 인정 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">29. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">참을 수 없는 존재의 무거움 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">30. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나를 위한 기도는 하지 않을 결심 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;"></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">31. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">턱걸이하는 법 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">32. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">외식하고 싶다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">33. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">액운이 겹친 날 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">34. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">좌욕 방법을 찾다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">35. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">뇌신경센터 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">MRA </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">두 번째 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">☆ </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">융단폭격에 초토화</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">36. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">산딸기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">37. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 9pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">CT </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">촬영 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">38. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">일기는 오직 나의 생각과 사실의 기록물 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">39. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">적당히 부담 줘야한다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">40. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">코끼리 냉장고에 넣기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">41. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">설악 워터피아 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">42. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">바닷가의 소소한 행복 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">43. 2</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 결과</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, 3</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암주사 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">44. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">지원군이여 나의 군사를 살려 주소서 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">/45. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">침대 이야기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">/46. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">서교동에서 걸려온 전화 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">47. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">불편하게 살기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">48. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">약기운이 퍼지다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">49. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아내의 굽은 등 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">50. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무거운 추를 매달고 가라앉는 느낌 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">51. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침이 기력을 소진시키다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">52. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기운이 쏙 빠지다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">53. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기분 약간 상승 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">54. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">융단폭격에 초토화 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">55. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">긴 터널의 끝이 보이는 느낌 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">56. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">달게 자다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">57. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">땀에 푹 절은 요 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">58. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침으로 밤새 뜬눈 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">59. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아들의 수술전 검사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">60. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여전한 기침증세 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">61. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">도라지청 차로 기침완화 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">62. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기대가 실망으로 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">63. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">오늘도 스테이크 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">64. 4</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암치료 연기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">65. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아들의 직장암 수술 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">66. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">항암치료는 폐렴 치료한 다음에 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">67. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">특수영양 식품 구입 검토 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">68. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">정성이 깃든 반찬 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">69. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">할머니 집이 제일 좋아요 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">70. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">체중 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">5kg </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">빠짐 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">71. 4</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암주사 연기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">72. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">장어탕이 입에 맞다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">73. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아들의 퇴원 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">세 번째 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">☆ </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">왜 더 살아야 하는지</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">74. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">체중 불어나는 재미 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">75. 25</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">년째 이어온 밀목회 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">76. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">장모님의 불시 방문 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">77. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">체중증가 프로젝트 성공 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">78. 4</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암주사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">79. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">메시지 하나로 행복했던 하루 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">80. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">반신욕 노하우 터득 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">81. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시시한 일 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">82. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">자형의 병문안 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">83. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">면역기능 저하 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">84. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수면장애 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">85. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아들의 항암 재발방지 프로그램 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">86. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">풍랑 없는 바다의 요트 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">87. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">반신욕을 중단해야 하나 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">88. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">제사상을 차려줬으면</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">... </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">89. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">둘째 형수님의 병문안 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">90. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">헬스장 러닝머신보다 산행이 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">91. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">왜 더 살아야 하는지 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">92. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">복부골반 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">CT 93. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하늘 아래 단 한 사람 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">94. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">조카 인재의 병문안 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">95. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">바닷장어 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">96. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">게으름을 보는 다른 시각 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">97. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">큰 처남의 방문</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">98. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기록해야 이긴다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">99. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">종양크기도 줄고 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">5</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암주사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">100. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">감염보다 감염노이로제가 문제 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;"></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">101. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">순항할 듯한 예감 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">102. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">외식할 때 복약을 깜빡 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">103. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">통 먹지 못하는 아들 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">104. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">모니터에만 존재하는 덩어리 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">105. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">쓰지 않는 가발 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">106. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기력 저하 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">107. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">감염에 무뎌지고 싶은 마음 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">108. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차츰 가라앉고 있는 몸 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">네 번째 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">☆ </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">의외의 후폭풍</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침가래</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">109. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">전국성령대회 참석 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">110. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">광교산 속살로 들어감 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">111. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">행복한 환자 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">112. 5</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암 결과확인용 복부 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">CT</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">촬영 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">113. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">동네 이비인후과 처방 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">114. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침 가래가 더 심해지다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">115. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">잠이 보약 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">116. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침약 다시 처방받다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">117. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">폐포자충 폐렴 의심 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">118. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">인후염으로 간주 기침약 복용 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">119. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">계속 기침 나다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">120. 6</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암주사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">121. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">글 쓰는 일과 건강 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">122. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내비게이션 교체 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">123. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침완화제 추가 처방 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">124. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">머리도 몸도 비움 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">125. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">얼굴이 붓다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">126. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">정신없이 바빴던 하루 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">127. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무상무념 쉬고 싶다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">128. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">의미 없이 보낸 하루 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">129. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이웃 오회장님 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">130. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">젓가락질 안 되고 몸이 비틀거림 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">131. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">움직여야 산다</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">132. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아들의 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">2</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암시작 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">133. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">셋째 손녀 탄생 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">134. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">동생들 문병 오다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">135. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아기가 집에 오다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">136. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">며느리를 생각하며 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">137. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">혼신의 힘으로 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">138. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">틀림과 다름 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">139. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">힘들었던 출생신고 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">140. 2</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">만 번째 환자 기념품 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">141. PET-CT </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">찍어 결정하기로 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">142. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">작은 시련</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">, </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">큰 은혜 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">143. ‘</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">상상설계대전</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">’</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">에서 아들이 대상을 받다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">144. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">기침 멎다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">145. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나태해진 일상을 조임</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">다섯 번째 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">☆ </span><span style="font-size: 13pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">완전관해 판정</span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> </p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">146. 18</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">년 전 대장암 수술받은 분 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">147. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">뇌신경 센터 진료 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">148. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">폐 센터 진료 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">149. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">노인복지 유감 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">150. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">패시브 하우스 이야기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">151. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">생감자 갈아먹기 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">152. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">황혼의 미학 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">153. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아니사키스 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">154. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">스포츠 이야기 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">155. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아내의 불만 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">156. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아기천사 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">157. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">죽음에 대한 묵상 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">158. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">황사이야기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">159. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">시제 제수음식 준비 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">160. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아기 기침 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">161. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">법륜스님 즉문즉설 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">162. 6</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">차 항암 후 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">PET-CT </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">촬영 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">163. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">항생제 처방 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">164. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">완전 관해 판정 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">165. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">장기 기증 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">166. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">후원 동의하다 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">167. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">약으로부터 해방된 날 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">168. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">살아 있음은 운명 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">169. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">의사와 제약회사의 공생 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">170. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">집 청소 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">171. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">소박하게 살기 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">172. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아내가 더 건강해야 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">173. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">베란다의 화초 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">174. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">분가 계획 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">175. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">여유를 갖자 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">176. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">식단 변화 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">177. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내의 두 겹 입다 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">178. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">현재 몸 상태 </span></p><p class="0" style="-ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">179. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">세브란스병원 정준원 교수 특강 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">180. </span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">아들의 글 </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;"><</span><span style="mso-fareast-font-family: 함초롬바탕;">황혼과 여명</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0.0pt;">></span></p><p><br></p>
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