Honestly speaking, I was seriously considering not re-enrolling in the 36th semester simply because I feel like I've finally gotten myself to a place where, while I'm not totally healed of my past hurts, I’m content! I’m happy with the inner work I've done thus far, and it feels like time I remove the “bandages” and just relax and enjoy life, especially now in my thirties (I would say I spent most of my twenties living a panicked existence rather than a relaxed one, so you can only imagine how relieved i feel!).
With that said, I’m really happy these days about my consistent daily practice, and I don’t think that would have been possible if not for being held accountable through my enrollment in this course. I’m not going to lie, these days I often find myself numb to all of this spirituality and healing, not because I think I'm above it, but on the contrary, just because it doesn’t connect with me anymore at this very time of my life. However, I’m continually striving to live my life like an open book flowing through the waters, and even though I can now enjoy just being with myself that doesn’t mean I should stop expanding. I look forward to future discoveries as I continue my practice in this course :)