ATEEZ To my hero, Sannie

[drexannie]

Hi, San, ¿how are you? ¿did you eat? I read in Twitter that you can't sleep well, please follow my words: drink a hot tea, take a shower and then breath, I really hope you can sleep more later, I really care 'bout your healthy.

So, this is my first letter, I can't believe, I'm here, i really want to be here a few month's ago, but I never tried, I don't know why, but one on my wishes is enter to fancafe, write how a feel and have the opportunity to say how much I love you.

My write in english is not perfect, I'm sorry, I promised I can learn more. I don't know how started hahaha, I really feel nervous in all my body, more in my fingers, is so crazy I know that. But, I never write a letter for one of my favorite person.

Okay, now I star: when I was a child, maybe nine, ten years, I don't have a nice friendship, well, i never have a friend for five years, and I really don't know why, all the girls just laugh for my appearance, look at me at the distant. Wow, rude moment's with rude people. Later, that attitudes turnes to violence, but this is other story. For all of that years and more I feel loneliss, I tried to forget the past, but nothing happen.

This year, with all the situation, the virus and my family, I mee you, I meet Ateez. I never forget that moment: you, sing in Wonderland version spanish hahaha I really have fun with the video. So, I don't know why but I search your name, and that's all.

You are in my life, in my heart, in my soul. You are my everything, and I really happy, I woke up with a positive attitude, because you are in my mind. I think: if I don't relax,if I don't ignore the past, Sannie is going to be sad, maybe frustrated, but I don't wanted! I need to imagine San with a smile in him face, and if San smile, I feel much better.

I try everyday, San, I really try, for you, for my, for my future. Because I want, if I have 30 years, look my past if like a dream, a bad dream.

Ah, I really feel better when I write this, thank you so much, my little hero. Please, take care of yourself,okay?

I love you so much.

From: Day, a singular girl.