Hope in the One Who Does Not Grow Weary
CORRIE GERBATZ
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“But
those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on
wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and
not be faint.” Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)
My coffee had been reheated
for the third time that morning. A mountain of rumpled laundry mocked me
from the couch as I begrudgingly scribbled down my growing to-do list.
The kids were fighting (again) over some toy nobody wanted until
everyone did, and I was still wearing my sweaty clothes from an early
morning run.
Had I even brushed my teeth?
I honestly
couldn’t answer “yes” or “no” with any certainty. The only things that
were certain were my souring mood and a wish for the day to be over
already.
Why was I feeling so frustrated … so tired and
burned-out? Nothing in my life had changed. In fact, my daily stressors
were familiar, even expected. The kids woke up at their normal,
crack-of-dawn time; I had decent-ish sleep and managed to squeeze in a
quick workout; reheated coffee was in my system; I even found a few
spare minutes to read through a daily devotion with minimal
distractions.
What was I missing?
Perhaps more “me” time …
more self-care time to better manage myself? A new exercise routine to
shake things up and really sweat out my woes? Or stretching? Yes! Maybe
try to breathe through those woes instead … or could it be as simple as a
pedicure with a friend? Or better yet, a girls’ night out? Or maybe I
needed more culture. Join a book club? Pick up a new hobby? There had to
be something …
As I contemplated how to magically add extra
hours in the day to complete all the missing self-care tasks, I only
became more frustrated. As I let out a long and dramatic sigh of
exasperation, a forgotten truth settled heavily over my entire being in
that small moment:
These things are all temporary.
Sudden
clarity and conviction overwhelmed my senses. The feelings I might
experience from pursuing any number of self-care remedies were
temporary.
Did it make any of them bad? Of course not! Taking
care of my physical self was a good thing; adrenaline rushes are real;
freshly scrubbed toes should be appreciated; and nights with good
friends are much-needed. But depending on those temporary remedies to
wholly sustain my soul through the ups and downs of a chaotic morning,
let alone my life? Was it any wonder I was feeling so tired and
burned-out?
Suddenly a word from the book of Isaiah sprang to the forefront of my mind:
“Do
you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the
Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and
his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and
increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and
young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew
their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and
not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint” (Isaiah 40:28-31, NIV).
The Lord is eternal. He renews my weary soul with the strength and perseverance I so desperately need. There is no substitute.
My
soul exhaled with relief. I didn’t need to find extra hours in the day
to self-care myself to sanity. I needed to realign my heart and place my
hope in the Lord. It was as simple as that.
Temporary self-care
is no substitute for the eternal soul-care only the Lord can provide.
And yet, somewhere — amidst the grind of the daily to-do’s, the
frustrations, and the busyness of life — we lose our way.
Our
hearts wander, and we find ourselves clinging to that which cannot
sustain us. But we don’t have to settle for white-knuckled, clinging
hopelessness. We can release our grip on the temporary and place our
hope in the eternal hands of the One who does not grow tired or weary,
the Creator of heaven and earth. He is our Lord. Let us not hesitate to
return our hearts to Him today.
Dear heavenly Father, I praise
You for who You are, the Eternal God. Forgive me for the times I’ve
placed my hope in anything other than You. There is no substitute. I
pray You realign my heart to Yours, and grant me strength for this day
in You and You alone. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.