Often I felt that it is so hard to keep myself from so much tempatation and depravity. I think it is quite difficult to keep soul and body from corruption. Although I could see what will it bring up as a result of certain behavior; however, I have to blame how vulnerable I am on so many circumstances. With great amount of regrets, I had to admit that I am not living a life that I wish to live.
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Once upon a time, there was a time of hope in my life that I could accomplish what I want to have. However, with so many failures I am getting less hope of my dream come true.
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Although I know how to live, I am recognizing more thoroughly how weak and coward I am. Although I know why I am living in the world,
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I don't follow the right way of living. Although I know what to do,
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I simply turn away from rightuous things to do.
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Gosh, I am simply proving myself what is good and bad by actually doing so - Poor soul!
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In spite of all those regrets, one good thing is I am still breathing, and I still have some time left in my life. I hope I can walk straight to the destination while I am truely enjoying life as I am tasting variety of experiences.
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As a conclusion, I have to admit that how blessed I am! Despite of all those flaws, I had so many chances of correcting myself and standing up again and still I have some time left.
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I have to say thank everything, nature, friends, books, family, especially for the "Ultimate Principle or Good Will" that made all things running.
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How sweet and bitter life is ! Yet, I only recognize that I was born here to learn! I am feel the ultimate grace that simply allowing me to have opportunities of growing myself from immaturity!
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One fresh yet cold evening at Seoul,
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Int,
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