주간묵상 26-11
<로또 당첨>
가상적인 이야기 상상
길거리 바람에 날리는 휴지
자원봉사하는 마음으로
집어서 휴지통에 버리려다
살펴보니 로또복권
혹시나 하고 주머니에-
복권 추첨하는 날 TV시청
숫자가 하나씩 맞기 시작
떨리는 손으로
눈을 비비며 재확인
1등 20억 원 당첨 확실
실제로 20억 원이 생긴다면
어떻게 처리할 것인가?
단순하게 생각해 본다.
십일조와 감사헌금 드리고
부동산정책에 따라
급매물로 나온
고급아파트를 헐값에 마련하고
수입품 가구를 드려놓고
사돈네 팔촌까지 불러
상다리 부러지도록
집들이 잔치를 하며
구름을 타고 하늘을 날겠는가?
어느 날
자금출처 조사를 받으며
이렇게 저렇게 둘러대다
결국 사실이 들통 나고
형사 처분과 몰수-
벌금, 징역, 망신, 고생, 파멸.
축복이라 생각하며 드렸던 헌금은
과연 교회가 돌려줄까?
관계기관에 신고를 했으면
얼마간 주인이 나타나지 않으면
상당한 금액이 정당하게
나의 것이 될 수도 있었고
주인이 나타났다고 해도
합법적으로 상당한 사례금을
받을 수도 있지 않았겠는가?
우리가 가진 것에 비하면
20억은 껌 값
건강, 시간, 지혜, 지식, 재능
특히 생명은
2천조로도 살 수 없는 것
이렇게 엄청난 것들을 받고
이것들을 나는 어떻게 사용하고 있는가?
뒷감당을 생각해 보았는가?
우리가 가진 모든 것은
분명히 내 것이 아니라 받은 것이다.
태어날 때 허름한 속옷 한 벌이라도
걸치고 나온 자가 있는가?
누군가가 100조를 주며
가치 있게 쓸 계획서를 요구한다면
어떤 프로젝트를 만들 수 있겠는가?
하나님은 우리에게
수천조 이상의 달란트를
보람 있게 쓰라고 주셨다.
어떻게 쓸 것인가?
호화주택에서 호의호식을 할 것인가?
착하고 충성된 종아
네가 적은 일에 충성하였으니
내가 많은 것으로 네게 맡기리니
주인의 즐거움에 참여할지어다.
악하고 게으르고 무익한 종은
바깥 어두운 데로 내쫓으라.
거기서 슬피 울며 이를 갈리라(마 25장)
나의 생애계획서를 다시 작성해 보자!
내역서가 분명해야 한다.
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월드미션센터, 선교중앙교회
김윤식 목사(평생선교사)
Weekly Meditation 26-11
<A Winning Lottery Ticket>
Imagine this scene.
A small piece of paper
is blowing along the street in the wind.
With the heart of a volunteer,
you pick it up to throw it into the trash.
But as you glance at it more carefully,
you realize-it is a lottery ticket.
“Just in case,”
you slip it into your pocket.
On the day of the drawing,
you happen to watch the numbers on TV.
One by one,
the numbers begin to match.
Your hands begin to tremble.
You rub your eyes and check again.
It is certain.
First prize-two billion won.
What would you do
if such a fortune suddenly became yours?
Perhaps you imagine something simple.
First, give a tithe
and an offering of thanksgiving to God.
Then purchase a luxury apartment
that appeared on the market at a bargain price.
Fill it with beautiful imported furniture.
Invite relatives from near and far
and host a grand housewarming feast,
a celebration so abundant
that the table could hardly hold the food.
Would you feel as though
you were riding on the clouds,
flying high above the world?
But then, one day,
an investigation begins
into the source of the money.
Excuses are made.
Stories are invented.
But eventually the truth comes out.
Legal charges.
Confiscation.
Fines, prison, shame, hardship-
and ruin.
And the offering once given to God
in the excitement of a “blessing”-
would the church return it?
If the ticket had been reported
to the proper authorities,
and if no owner appeared after some time,
a significant portion of the money
might legally have become yours.
Even if the owner had appeared,
you might still have received
a lawful reward.
When we compare such money
to what we already possess,
two billion won is actually small.
Health. Time. Wisdom. Knowledge.
Talents. Above all, life itself—
something that cannot be purchased
even with unimaginable wealth.
God has already entrusted us
with treasures far greater than money.
The question is not
‘what we have received.’
The question is ‘how we are using it.’
Have we ever considered
the responsibility that comes with such gifts?
Everything we possess
is not truly ours. It has been given.
Has anyone ever been born
wearing even a single garment?
Suppose someone offered you
ten trillion won
and asked you to present a plan
for how you would use it well.
What kind of project could you propose?
Yet God has already placed in our hands talents worth far more than that.
How will we use them?
Will we spend our lives
in comfort and luxury alone?
Or will we live faithfully
with what has been entrusted to us?
Jesus reminds us:
“Well done, good and faithful servant.
You have been faithful over a little;
I will set you over much.
Enter into the joy of your master.”
(Matthew 25)
But the servant who was wicked,
lazy, and unfaithful was cast into the outer darkness.
Perhaps it is time to rewrite the plan of our lives.
And this time, let the account be clear.